Is is wrong,
if i love, my beloved,
then love,
someone else?
Instead of her,
I love 3 other,
women..
Am I cruel?
Am I not being fair,
to her?
I know that,
she's been so loyal,
to me..

But, I can't help it..
Cause..
I really love my mum..
and my two,
little sister..

Mishmash, that's my life sort of, I'm isolated
Companion, acquaintance, colleague
I left them, primly, nothing worth of trust
Not that I know, how many out there, bungled
It's been months since, I locked up myself
by my realm of picturesque creation
Zero delusion, illusion, hallucination
Not to tell no one, where am I
Glad to initiate, these, quarters of sanctuaries
Landed massive words, of
aspirations, ambitions, inspirations
lift up my life, soul, spirit
dwelling there, a hope
No matter how wrecked my previous is
I'm eager to take on new adventure.
Life must go on

It's just a
beginning of path, of
jaded brains, needed
a break, and warming up
to re-energized, to sorted,
before pursuing another
journey of success.

Love,
I confess, you are,
heavenly looking,
baby face, by universe.

Words drifting, over your,
lips, saying, i love you.
soften my flesh,
melted, my blood.
like, thawing, icy rocks.

Gentle, slushy, is your,
soul, how adorable,
angelic, shivering me.

O love.

One night,
I ask the hollow angel,
just to hold my hand,
and I surely know,
they listen,
I hand over my hand,
with my palm open wide,
I believe
they grab my hand,
cause I feel so calm,
I feel so comfort,
then I lay down with smile,
I fall to sleep,
thank you,
Angel.

O my love
Your soul is so,
glittering, like gold
alluring, like aquamarine
treasury, like topaz
preciously, like pearl
ravishing, like ruby
Shimmering, like sapphire
dazzling, like diamond

O dear love?
Are these praise,
enough for you to forgive me?

No?

To be continued..

I smiles a lots in my room
The reasons, of smiling
slowly fades the shades
opened, the doors of paradise

I might be insane
Truly I, still sane, but
Someones watching my back
I smiles for gratitude

You might not, seeing
Nor I'm not, seeing, but
Its prevailed besides me
24 hours 7 days of Years

No matter what I do,
it won't stop made me alone.

As time passes by,
You could passed on too,
flew away, out of my head.