Did I ever mean something to you.
Was the way that you loved me really true
All the things we did and the memories we made
Baby for me it will never fade
My feelings are not a light you can turn off and on
Please I just can't take that you are really gone
The days are so short and the nights are very long
Especially when I hear our favorite song
I just need to know if it was real
Because nothing can explain the way I feel
Just look to the sky and I will too
And make a wish for me and you
We must ask the lord above and ask ourselves why we are through
I will sleep with this and always remember your kiss
Someday soon may the Angels smile upon us and grant me one last wish

As my alarm buzzed, i opened my eyes with a tired stretch. I turned to my right only to be met by a sight I'd never before seen. As you lay there fast asleep as the sunlight seeped through a half drawn curtain, it's gentle warm rays caressing your face thus creating an outline of a perfect profile. I couldn't help but stare, taking in every second i could of that gorgeous moment, setting my soul ablaze with the love i felt for you. And i hoped to live this first morning of marriage, over and again, through all of our existence.

Tomorrow never comes
Today is always yesterday
Time is forever on the run
Becoming lost; Wasting away

Surrounded by the void
But darkness not why I am rattled
From this question, can't avoid
Do I belong amongst the shadows?

Back and forward I will peer
While staying blind to what's ahead
I am engulfed and filled with fear
Unsure what's real or in my head

I satisfy my self with happines
I satisfy my self with pleasures
I satisfy my self with fantacies
Later then i realize
I fill my self with
EMPTYNESS

Not too long ago my heart was filled with joy and laughter
But much to my surprise I had a love whose heart I could not capture
For awhile she loved me so much
Something happened along the way
For her hand I cannot even touch
I am left with an empty shell of what I used to call my heart
It is the truth I should have told from the start
Just one word that should have been said
Because of all that our relationship is dead
As I wish upon a star to help me fill this empty shell
I shed a tear for I will never hear that wedding bell
This woman that I speak about she filled my heart and left no doubt
To find another it is a must
For she has left me in the dust
So as i try to fill my heart with laughter and joy
And to show I am not a little boy
To sit and whine and waste my time I will no more
I have grown since you've been gone
So I must wipe the tears and just move on

You give me butterflies
I saddens me to say
I think it would be easier
If you would go far away

I still love when you smile
Even happy the reason isn't me
It would be better if you would be
The person I believed you could be

If we were true friends we'd talk about
Exact emotions we feel
You wouldn't have to lie to my face
I know it isn't real

If you want, ignore me
Wouldn't mind at all
It's softer to my sensitive ears
Than mumbled words exhanged down the hall

Know where you're coming from
Been in the same place too
I understand, you don't see
I am really happy for you