Not a day goes by that i don't think about you,
Think about us,
Knowing how we thought our thoughts were true

Now wishing i could find that trust
Everything we had
Everything we were

Everything we weren't
You treated me like crap
But i loved you,

Wish you could see that still
You were my only,
My trooper,
My lover.

Now we can't even have a chat
Without lashing out at one another
You ****** with my brother (not a real brother, my best friend)
Now we can't even speak
Without lashing out at one another.

So many times I’ve faked
Many times I’ve held back,
I’ve been told
Lied about everything  
Ending this with a smile more

You told me you loved me,
but you really mean it?
All those "You're the one to be"
How did i fall for that?
You fed me up on false
Making my heart pulse
Shoot like the stars in the sky.
I just don't know why
Why you lie?
About your love for me
Love for us
And all my trust is gone,
So is my heart that is torn.

Cryin my eyes out, hurting
Grippin my pillow, lonely
Long, cold nights, unworthy
Lonely dark corners, safeplace
Missing that connection, broken
Thousands of thoughts channelling in my head, restless
Holding myself in unbalance, fearing
I’m me,
Expect I’m not, I’m not the thing I see in the mirror
I’m cold, dark, empty, a lost boy
Please find me
Before the real me is… gone
Love and hold me, don’t break this fragile soul,
I’m one in 7 billion, don’t lose me.
Please don’t abuse or misuse.
I’m cold and empty today,
And I’m just hoping you will stay.

Should have thought this through
It was too good to be true
And next thing I knew
I was in the hospital, completely blue,
Fighting for my life
Cause you stabbed 4 times with that knife
And left me to die,
I don’t want any goodbye
I just wanted to be happy
And I’m sorry, work made you ******,
It doesn’t mean you take it out on me,
I was there to help you
Not to be your punching bag.

Now I’m in this bed
Breathing blood in through my lungs.
Is this where it ends?
Was warned by both our friends,
Didn’t listen cause my heart told me otherwise.
Should have thought twice
Your eyes blinded me with the embrace
And caught me off with a slow yet powerful pace,
Should’ve known the catch to this chase.

You lied to me every day and night
Even after we had a fight
“I love you, babe, sorry for the fright”
You didn’t frighten me till last week,
I guess that’s when works pressure hit its peak
So now you prey on the weak,
You snapped off the little birdies beak
Till that red started to leak.
You run to the kitchen,
And that where I sink,
Back into my bed,
Want to get you out of my head.

But my heart keeps pulling me closer to you,
Even after you pulled my hair and smashed my head till blue
I was stuck to you like a stick of glue
I should of ******* knew,
Us together was too good to be true.
And I ****** miss you.