a gentle patter of rain tapping politely at the window not tempestuously but imposing enough in its constancy a passive aggressive reminder from the heavens of our ultimate lack of control such a minor obstacle and yet it tips the scales of what was planned or hoped for to something perhaps unforeseen not yet considered i thought i had no intention of leaving the house but find myself rolling my eyes with huff and sigh cursing the grey for ruining that potential
by lunchtime windscreens glisten with newly welcomed sunlight reflected blindingly from droplets that linger despite the fresh warmth carried in the convective air it no longer appears to be "coat weather" though the ground is still puddled to squelch or splash underfoot perhaps i could venture outside after all with a motivation fuelled by this latest change but for all the blue stretching the sky there is still that darkened mass of cloud hanging heavy in the distance unable to tell if it has been weathered already or is another downpour yet to come
If you could erase the past, would you? It’s a question I find myself asking all the time. I know they say it makes you who you are today, but I don’t want to be the way it’s made me; so untrusting, so scared I’ll always get hurt, running away from all the people who say they’re there. So, if you could erase the past, would you? Or would you rather remember the hurt of it all?
If you could stop time for a little just to breathe, would you want to take that minute or keep going? There are times when it all feels like it’s too much, but I know if I stopped I wouldn’t keep going; knowing that there’s still so much I don’t know. This world is making my mind spin way too often. So if you could stop time for a minute just to breathe, would you want to take that minute or just keep going?
You told me you loved me, but you really mean it? All those "You're the one to be" How did i fall for that? You fed me up on false Making my heart pulse Shoot like the stars in the sky. I just don't know why Why you lie? About your love for me Love for us And all my trust is gone, So is my heart that is torn.