It’s been 5 days
I’m still getting over the pain,
It hurts remembering your ways,
All the times you said “I love you”
and was blinding me with your blue
But I stuck to you like glue,
Next thing I knew you were asking for my body
Not in marriage but use,
I was afraid of the abuse
Told you no way,
I got the abuse I expected.

Punches to the stomach,
Thrown into the corner
This pain I can handle,
Cause my dad was like this.
The drinking controlled and brought out the evil
But you weren’t drinking the demons out
They were you,
You beat me down,
Smashed my head into the ground
Till no sound
Unconscious, light to no breathing.
You left me for dead
Right beside our bed.
But I still loved you.

Further and further we pulled apart
Yet you still had my heart,
I don’t know how you still had me
And how I couldn’t see.
You blinded with your presence,
Or was it just the absence
Or true love.
You fed me lies and ******* to keep us
And now I have zero trust
My heart falling to pieces like rust.

Here is my goodbye,
Thanks for those twisted lies
And for putting out my fire
I should of knew it was too good to be true
*******.