bone traitor.
Skin viper
Edge Stealer
Ridge maker
Health reflector.
Mirror- you liar!
Rogue on the scale...
Signs that my brain has duped me;
Floating oily in the
Basin
Phantom aches
Blood test lies
Powdery remedies pressed almond abandon all cows
Bean curd body snatching
**** the doctor to get a clue

Girl in pain this isn't me so-
Who the hell are you?

I held you when you needed me,
then I held back tears as you were leaving me.
the greatest difference I found between us apart from the miles,
was the way I kept promises when I looked into your eyes.

And the last remarks you made,
well those were my favorite lies.

He's just starting to lose control

He's been through all this before

And all the weight on his shoulders

Is starting to take its toll

Where has the light at the end of the tunnel gone

I thought that drowning myself in tears was supposed to help

But one thing is lifted to be replaced by another

What happened, to depending on each other

You are supposed to be my lover

But now I find myself taking everything on alone

Now everything is starting to go wrong
And I'm not sure I can keep moving
When I'm stuck in this circle of emotion
Whats going around keeps coming back around.
Where does this all stop, Where does it end?
Because I'm starting to think,
I'm trapped within myself
nothing really seems to help
Everything that I used to do
to pull my self through
Just doesn't seem to agree with me, anymore.
I've tried to keep writing
Doesn't seem to be working
Soon I'll just start disappearing
No one around me is hearing my call
No one is left to break my fall
Guess I'm caving in tonight
Guess I'll have to do it on my own this time

©2017 Written By Benji James