It rang
“ he is the man “
After his five fingers
Were imprinted on my cheek

The Man ?
What does that even mean?
Muscles ?
Good looking beard?
Money?
Dominance?

I’ve always associated MAN
With
Gentle
Honest
Lover
Friend

But no
A Man
Will always
Be just
A man

Greedy and coward

Today was windy
The wind was full of cold emotions
Dry smiles
Dusty screams
Today was cold
Sunlight on hold
No way for a warmth
No way for hope
Now I’m in my bed
You’re not with me
Your smell instead
And it’s windier
It’s colder
My lips are blue
And my eyes are red

Robes
Hanging off the ceiling
They call me
“Chose your necklace darling
In here there’s no meaning “

Hello sunshine
I’m going to try
But only this time

Hey life
Please don’t give me lemons
I’m too tired to make lemonade
No need to show your weapons
If you stare, then I’m scared

Mr. Night, salam
Salam means peace
And it’s all I’m asking for
Hide me away from the demons
And I promise I’ll hurt myself no more

Cry
Sigh
Die

I hate you
But I can’t stay away from you.