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Corona Harris May 2016
It's not Fair.
"What's not Fair?"
This
"This what?"
This life
"Be specific"
Events in my life
"Your blessed"
But stressed
"About what?"
Everything
"What's everything?"
Everything going on
"There's nothing going on"
You don't know that
"You don't tell me"
It's not worth telling
"Why not?"
You wouldn't understand
"Try me"
I tried plenty people
"And"
They all failed
"So"
I'm giving up trying
"Never give up"
Its too late, I'm broken
"Well get fixed"
Nobody can fix me
"Then fix yourself"
I'm not strong enough
"Then get strong"
I don't have the heart for it
"Just BELIEVE in yourself"
I BELIEVE that's a waste of time
"Then I BELIEVE you'll waste your life"
What you know about my life?
"I know you're a coward"
I fear no man
"But you fear yourself"
I know myself
"So you know there's nothing to fear"
I know there's everything to fear
"Then conquer your fears"
I already said I wasn't strong enough
"Then be ready for what happens next"
What's gonna happen?
"They'll consume you"
I'll probably let them
"All those things you'll never see"
Probably wasn't gonna see anyway
"All those places you'll never go"
Most likely weren't worth going
"All the people you'll never meet"
They would of ended up hating or hurt
"Your awfully pessimistic today"
I'm just done playing the fool
"Fool to who?"
Everybody
"How?"
People will just use and discard you
"Why?"
Because they don't care
"Why don't they care?"
NOBODY CARES.. Least not about me
"You don't believe that"
Starting to
"Open your eyes and see the good"
I will soon as the bad steps aside
"Your supposed to see pass that"
I ALWAYS see past that, maybe i need..
"Need what?"
To face it
"Face the bad?"
Face the facts
"Facts like?"
Facts like I'll never be good enough
"You are good enough"
Not for other people
"**** OTHER PEOPLE"
I wish i could
"Not the time for jokes"
Ok, but it's true
"You just want to ****?"
I just want some love...
"******* isn't love"
It's close enough
"Real love deals with the heart"
My heart is ****** up
"So what is ******* going to do?"
I just want physical love
"Thats not love"
Well I can't handle anything more
"Why not?"
I'm not worth loving
"Yes you are"
No, I'll just **** somebody over
"Just stop"
I can't stop
"You have the power"
But not the power to stop people
"From getting ****** up?"
From falling in love
"Thats true"
Its better when I only love them
"Whys that?"
Less people hurt in the end
"You'll be the only one hurt "
Exactly, i know I'll get over it though
"What makes you so sure?"
I'm use to being hurt
"Thats not good"
Thats life
"And you accept that?"
I accept what I can't change
"So you can't change being hurt?"
It's either me or them
"And you rather it just be you"
I'm strong enough for it to just be me
"But ALL THE TIME?"
Yeah...so What?
"It's not fair."
Self talk
Corona Harris Apr 2016
I got scars deeper than your mind
So deep you can fall in them
So charming they infatuate you
So troubling they transfix you
So bizarre you soul search them
"Who put these deep scars here?"
You think if you look hard enough
You just might find clues of they're origin
How they came to exist in this world
Scars that deep don't just pop up, right?
"Why must they cover my body though?"
They're too deep to be overlooked
Too abstract to go unnoticed
Too cold for me to not feel
Too painful for me to forget
"Am I who created these skin drawings?"
Are these murals of my heart and soul on a wall of flesh
Does it even matter?!
Try to remember its rude to stare.
Corona Harris Apr 2016
Someone told me I wasn't ****
They were most likely right
Not even the voices bring comfort
They taunt me late at night

They say to me "Corona, What The ****
Why are you still breathing
You ******* up other's lives because
Your life don't have a reason!"

Thats prolly true cause what I do
Often ends all in vain
Just broken hearts and shattered dreams
And dirt thrown on my name

I can't even stop to play no more
Most relationships just bout ***
But once that thrill and ****** gone
You left with ***** sheets... And an ex
Corona Harris Apr 2016
My lovers had no soul
They're ghost only I see
But can't remember names
My lovers had no pasion
They're soaked sheets at night
But distance the next day
My lovers have no heart
They're regret for calling them lovers
But knowledge of never loving them
My lovers are having no peace
They're a wilful hoax for future romance
But stuck with melancholy after ***
My lovers deserve better
They're queens without a throne
But I'm unworthy of feeding them grapes
I'm the worse type of lover
Corona Harris Mar 2016
Red , White and Blue**
A man shot you
Took you to a cell
Then undressed you
Treated you like hell
Then did it with you

When I look at these videos it's hard not to notice the RED covering the ground
Even harder not to notice the WHITE surrounding the "criminal" and I use that word lightly
but is it even possible to overlook the beautiful BLUE suit death decided to wear today.

Shame Shame Shame
I don't want to go outside
any more more more
There's too many innocent killings
at my **** front door
Cops will grab you by the collar
Beat you till you holler
I don't want to go outside
any more more more
Shame

Shame children under 18 will come close to death any time they're around an officer.
Officer don't **** our kids we'd like to see them graduate. I would like to graduate.
Yes sir I understand my rights, just as well as you understand your right to ****
No sir I will not perform my rights, long as you ditch yours as well
My apologies Officer I understand, I'll try not to look as criminally profiling

Miss Mary Mack Mack  Mack
All dressed in black black black
The man in blue blue blue
Shot Kevin in the back back back
She asked them "Why why why
did you **** my son son son"
That's when the officer said said said
"Thought he had a gun gun gun"

And with one line a murderer faces no criminal charges
Because they wear badges they can attack us
Shoot us, **** us or Smack us
They use citizens as target practice
This year alone 249 killed and that number growing faster
Last year it was 990, But the media kept us distracted
While 14 teens killed since Michael Brown
You were worried about social status

So because Kevin ain't get no justice
Mrs. Mary Mack wont get no peace
And It's a shame nobody cares
that we all out here dying by police
But that BLUE keep them protected
Especially if that skin is WHITE
And RED is spilled by ALL our people
Cops can't tell color when it's night
Brothers and Sisters of all races
Protect your kids because if you don't ...
The police just might.
Corona Harris Mar 2016
"I GOT OLE CASH SPASIN ON THEY ***"
It's so beautiful when a group of teens
"ALL MY BAD ******* , FREAK HOES"
Can come together in harmony
"AHHH **** IT UP"
And sing and dance in one united voice
"BEND IT OVER BEND IT OVER"
Our ancestors would be proud.
"FIRST LET ME HOP OUT THE MFKIN PORCHE"
Friends ain't never held on to each other tighter
"DID A LOT OF **** JUST TO LIVE THIS HERE LIFESTYLE"
Even our most promiscuous sisters
"JUMP ON THE ****"
Have lowered their standards enough
"TWO RED BONES KISSING IN THE BACK SEAT"
To accommodate our less fortunate brothers
"ION WANT THAT *** ,I WANT THAT *****"
Brothers not capable of owning a belt nor shirt
"GUCCI EVERYTHING"
Even in the scorching heat of this room
"I'M PULL UP EAT ON THAT ***** AND DIP"
They keep each other warm in the comfort of their buttocks and crotches
"BABY HOW YOU DOOOO IT"
I'll ignore the shoving and foot stepping
"SQUUUUUUUAAAAAADDDD"
Because the movement happening here is way more important
"JUMP-MAN JUMP-MAN THEM BOYS UP TO SOMETHING"
To the priceless growth of our community
"I'LL BUY THAT *****"
Brothers and sisters lets toast
"******* AND THE ***** THAT CAME WITH YOU"
To good fortune
"WHO SAID I AIN'T GETTIN' MONEY?SHIIIT!"
Love
"***** YOU AINT **** ****!"
And knowledge
"FIRST YOU GET THAT MONEY THEN YOU GET THAT POWAR"
Lord
"PASS ME THE HOOKAH"
Just let us all get home safely.
"I PULL UP SKUURRRT SKUURRRT SKUUURRRT"
And forever remember this peace party
"I'LL COME LOOKING FOR YOU WITH HUNTERS AND RIFLES AND ****"*
Aww **** let me go get my lil cousin.
Corona Harris Mar 2016
Everybody wants it but nobody wants to work for it.
Not even me. I have so much time to be successful.
But my mind gets side tracted so easily.
I could be succesful if I stopped listening to music. Read a book instead
I could be successful if I stopped going to sleep. Did my homework
If i wasn't so busy messaging and being on social media
If i wasn't always lost in my thoughts
Thinking about everything else I'd rather be doing.
Dreaming, searching, drifting away, driving, cutting, dancing, *******, Talking
Anything other than being here but if I'm not here where am I?
I'm no where nor am I going any where.
I'm unsuccessful.
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