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Oct 2020 Mia Mehnaz

Colour of Love

Oct 2020 Mia Mehnaz

beckie d and the poetry

Colour of Love

What is the colour of love?
What is the price of pain?
The answer lay within the blood
Pumping through his veins

#love #pain

May 2020 Mia Mehnaz

DisAgreement

May 2020 Mia Mehnaz

Paper Heart Poet

DisAgreement

You think I could do better
I think you could do better
So why do we force it
When it’s all broken fully

I could easily forget you
If I deleted your picture
Forced you out of my mind
You’d vanish from my life

You’d be a memory
And we’d get rid of all this
Hurting and arguing
Constant misunderstanding

Pretending that it still works
When we know we can’t forgive
Mistakes have been too many
I lost count while crying myself

To sleep without you hugging me
You don’t get me anymore
Or maybe you never did
I just wanted it so bad

I lied to both of us
I needed you back then
But now it’s just a burden
If you don’t understand anything

#relationship #love #pain #suffering #misunderstanding #argument #broken #breakup

May 2019 Mia Mehnaz

i will never regret you

May 2019 Mia Mehnaz

Roselyn

i will never regret you

soon, i will say good-bye.
i will hold you between my palms as you take your final breaths
i will look into your eyes as they close for the last time
i will whisper "i love you" as you still in my arms

and i know
i will wonder if having you was ever worth it
i know
i will cry and scream with the bitterness, the injustice of it all
and i know.
i will decide that i could never regret loving you.

i know, i know, i know.

every time i look at him i am reminded of how he's coming to the end of his life.
is it odd that i grieve him when he's still with me?

Edit:

Sept 5 2006 - May 11 2022

love you forever, my puppy.

#love #death #grief

May 2019 Mia Mehnaz

Bathroom floors

May 2019 Mia Mehnaz

Cobear

Bathroom floors

This blade gave me relief
Cutting away all the insecurities
Validating my grief
Blood spilling on the floor
A red pool of emotion
I close my eyes
As the pool turns into an ocean

#death #grief #sad #depression #hurt

May 2019 Mia Mehnaz

What do I remember?

May 2019 Mia Mehnaz

H I Kabo

What do I remember?

I knew all about your heart.
That beat with love and endless mirth,
and so full of life, it felt no gloom.
But what do I remember?
I remember the day it stopped.

I knew all about your warmth.
With hugs that healed all of my hurts,
and arms that barred all of my fears.
But what do I remember?
I remember how cold and still you lay.

Your words resound around my head.
Too little I was for the wisdom you shared
That only made sense long after you left.
And what do I remember?
I remember the day you died.

This song is for my father who passed 7 years ago.

#mask #love #grief #hurt #hate #people #death #breakup #happy #nature

May 2019 Mia Mehnaz

Rain

May 2019 Mia Mehnaz

DG

Rain

This mind is clouding up with clouds so grey,
These eyes are raining for you again.
This heart is desperate for you to stay,
But the Sun has to leave anyways

#rain #love #sadness #grief #weather #sun #clouds

May 2019 Mia Mehnaz

Don't leave me alone in the dark

May 2019 Mia Mehnaz

Sara Svensson

Don't leave me alone in the dark

I had been wandering blindly in darkness, then you found me

You brought with you the sun and it has been shining through the clouds ever since

How am I now to cope with being alone in the dark, once more?

When in the light I was taught to see

#heartbreak #loss #light #sun #darkness #alone #fear

May 2019 Mia Mehnaz

loss and fear co-exist

May 2019 Mia Mehnaz

Jiya

loss and fear co-exist

i want to tell you.
i really do.
i'd love to spill my secrets, my issues to you.
yet i can't comprehend it.
i can't communicate it to you.
and the fact you could leave me.
it makes my heart a tearful blue.
you already look at me as if i'm broken.
what do i have to lose?
i want to tell you.
i really do.
yet i can't cope with the fact.
the fact your presence may fade.
vanish without a trace.
except you'd still have that key.
the key that can unlock the darkness in my brain.

this poem is in honour of my teacher who wants me to know that i can talk to him. but it's nearing the end of the year and he may not be my teacher next year. i fear that if i tell him too much i won't be able to cope that next year he might be wandering around with the burden of my thoughts i selfishly put on him without being able to do much to help me. and that i won't be able to connect with another teacher like i have with him. so, in general, this poem isn't really about telling him about my issues. it's about the fact that i might lose his presence in my life and that he's one of the last things that's keeping me sane. this poem is about loss. XD sorry for the mini rant i just needed to get this out there y'know.

#loss #teacher #trust #scared #confession #issues #hopelessness #worry