"I'm so ugly"
"I'm so stupid"
"Why can't they just accept me"
"I swear no matter how hard I try nothing ever gets better!"
"I'm too far gone for God to Love me"
"Why is life so hard"
"REALLY!?"*

           *JESUS... help me.
"All things are possible with God."
"I AM WITH YOU ALWAYS"
"I will never leave you nor forsake"
"I Love you, your beautiful and wonderful"
"Follow me"

Ive never been much until You touched the crutch is gone and now im singing a brand new song You came along and took me from the grave You saved me!......
AND NOW I'M SO MUCH MORE! HOW CAN I AFFORD TO BE ANYTHING LESS THAN WHAT THE LORD HAS CALLED ME TO BE I AM FREE NO MORE SLAVERY BECAUSE OF HIS BRAVERY HE REACHED DOWN AND PLACED A CROWN UPON THIS HEAD I ONCE WAS DEAD BUT NOW I AM ALIVE IN CHRIST EVERY NIGHT I FIGHT THESE DEMONS THAT TRY TO PUSH ME DOWN SIX FEET UNDER THE GROUND SO I TURN AROUND, AND HEAR THE MOST BEAUTIFUL SOUND
I Love you more than you could ever understand you don't know what is going to happen but you know that I have a plan understand that my hand holds molds into the kind of man that can withstand the greatest attack, I GOT YOUR BACK I say to you there's nothing you lack
and how can I resist the love of a God who knows my deepest insides knows all my sin but tells me I can win in this competi-shin' for my soul I give You control and so, I'll never lose because I choose to follow You in all that I do...
In all that I do....
                             *in all that. I do.

Can't cuss on the bus we must trust in Jesus to get us through without a single bruise used as a tool to fuel the fire Lord take us higher cause we are on fire never to retire or expire Your our preservative our lives we give on this trip we flip the script to show that we're hip to the games but don't feel any shame in this game of fame because we have no names we are just representers presenters of the good news a few dudes on a mission of submission to listen to what to speak and hope that nothing else leaks out of the spout of our mouth give us now our daily bread fill our heads hearts and souls I know You'll show Your face in this place that we're going thisflowing You're  bestowing is growing on me and one day I'll see a little tiny pieace of a feast called glory! ^-^

I have spit in your face
A hundred times
My heart is wicked
And filled with slime
My eyes have seen such evil things
I have broken vows that came with rings
Lusted, cheated, lied, and stole;
Wretched is my soul.
AND STILL...
you call my name.
AND STILL...
You reach out your nail-scarred hand.
All the worlds philosophers couldn't
Understand.
The greatest poets can't describe.
The Love you hold... inside.

I drink and lust,
I smoke and cuss.
But, my heart only finds Joy
In Jesus.

^-^  life is good.
Despite all the evidence, to the contrary.

Point** the finger
As 3 point back at you
Notice the speck in my eye
As sawdust clouds your view
Blame me for all your troubles
We will see just where that leads to

What "it" is exactly;
The world may never know.
But through clever subtle suggestion...
I hope to bestow or show.
Let it begin
To some it pushes;
Others he pulls.
It's the longing of writers
And the desire of fools.
The artist must scratch it
Creation its only appeasement.
But the industrial man
pretends he never sees it.
It stabs at my feet
And rouses my sleep
Like finding the peace
In the crashing of seas;
Shore; it has a name
But to know it would conjure blame
And we can't have that!
Or "it"
So make.
*ART

I have seen it in my daughter's eyes.
I have felt it in my dads embrace.
I have kissed her perfect lips.

Tasted, touched, seen and smelt.
      
               But never held;
                     For long.

I have seen it in my daughter's eyes.
I have felt it in my dads embrace.
I have kissed her perfect lips.

Tasted, touched, seen and smelt.
      
               But never held;
                     For long.

What is this craving?
And where does it lead?
I was nothing...
                              but...
bare witness inside of me.

**Please.

LOVE  
Lust
Fear
Trust
Give
Take
Bend
Break
Fire
Ice
Naughty
Nice
Push
Pull
Wise
Fool
Hope
Doubt
Water
Drought
St­ay
Leave
Encourage
Grieve
Manipulate
Passive
Base
Acid
Free
Bound­
Lost
Found

I have dreamed a dream
Deep inside of me
Of pulling souls from the grave
Breaking chains off the slave
Be brave.
There isn't much time left.
"JESUS WEPT"
Secrets cannot be kept
Forever.

I will have your head!
Now alive...
Soon to be dead.
PEACE!?

We breathe in green oxygen
as earth swallows poison
And the cycle begins again
Formed from of clay
Breathed into one day
Transmutation of dirt and freewill
So take a breath, breathe
We do until death
And then sigh for relief
or gasp for whats left

Invoices received.
Aristocratic atrocities of hypocrisy
Thier voices mock & decieve
Place thier stock in your creed
Cash your check and then leave
No wonder you don't believe!
Through this;
What has been achieved?
Wheres your heart?
On your sleeve?!
If life is pain,
whats it mean to relieve?!
"HERE! just take (2) aleve,
And when it's over you'll see
What I need you to be."
   -thee enemy

Here I sit
In an empty watering hole
Searching;
For tidal waves
Somehow;
I see myself
Through vivid imagery
I'm freed.
Though mountains hover over me...
Just beyond's the Sea.

**** **** **** hell
My adrenaline fueled brain swells
Tells me of a kid who needs this
The seed splits
The shell cracks
39 lashes across your dads back
Broken
A token of appreciation
Mis-conceived determination
Reverberations
Echo
Art gecko
Whatever that means!
Split the seams of dreams
Perception is...
Reality
Realty
Sold out
The windows to a soul behold cold strongholds
Drought!
Boute
Route
Taken
Called to the small and weak
Looked past but not forsaken
Earth quakin
Quaker
Oats moats surrounded
Shark infested daughters
Lambs led to the slaughter
Living water
Thirsty world
Has your well run dry
Draw nigh
Apples and eyes
Sparrow
Jack into the narrow
Firey arrows
Shield of faith
Held together by grace
Through...
One more
The heart is a door
And Jesus is the way.
Pray or be prey.

Ha
Only God.
We think we know.
Drunk on the blood of fools
We like to show
Off
But He who sits in the heavens
Playfully scoffs
And sends the enemy into derision.
Willfull vision
Not prison
I final inquisition
Not what or how but why
Eventually you will find
Peace

a two way street
Of others its sweet
Absorbed
Its abhorred
And the fuel of charlatans and hypocrits
A measure is safe
But too much and its too late
It comes, just before the fall.
And dwells inside us all.

See malice.

     "Vengeance is the Lords"

Hate self anger.
Righteousness.
Execute.
Karma.
               " Love covers a multitude of sins."

"I am the bread of life"
"Eat me."
Ramen and msg
Well, ****.
Gmos ****.
Shoot a dear buck
Stock up.
Or grow.
If theres more id like to know.

Do not covet
Yes its cliche
But what it doesn't say
Is what comes when then lead astray.
Who you follow
Is who you'll become;
and envy is I wiley one.
Stars and kings
Legends and foes
So many
are our
Wanting woes
But we breathe
And we speak
We eat & we dream
Most of all were free to be
So just let it
Get it?
You were made to shine! ^-^

It is better to give
Than it is to receive
Believe.

Like a Phoenix wrought in flame
You swing low and whisper my name
Baptize me O'God
And in those Holy waters let me live
Unto Thee
My soul
I give;
Up,
       Up & away!
"Be thou un-afraid"

-An underdog who can pray

To see
Or not to see
THAT is the question.

a warrior poet
Reflecting upon thyself
In bed alone visited by someone else
Golden in color niether man nor woman
I was not afraid
With a wave of its hand
Two of me divided and I was transported
To another place
Where all were lost
Lustfull, afflicted; some even possessed
My heart was heavy with echoes
Hopeless is this!
A thunder of words interrupted my doubt
"Yet the worst of these is laughter"
A jester rose from the stone ground
His teeth brilliant white fangs
He whispers to cops and gangs
Judges and jury.
And they scoffed the weak.
Meaning to them was bleak.
Because its power we all seek.
Artform is identified.
And innocence is part of mine.
But also destruction,
Of that jokers function.
The devil is my foe.
And I will not be laid low.
Again. Together;
We win.
                   He won. he lost. We win.

"Feel like coming back to life!
(Im falling)
Feel like coming back to life
(This black crow becomes a white dove)
Feel like coming back to liiife
(Im falling again, im falling again I'm
Falling in Love)"
#Blindsided

"MONSTER"
THEY screamed
Imposter
IT seems
Hypocrite
Imposed to the prose
Of Spirit
Perception remodeled
Former regime is toppled
Peaceful surrender of madness
To and fro
The weight of the world
"Let go"
He whispers gently
From black to red to white
Give up the fight
Victorious me

I wrangle words
Strangle verbs
Milk them for all they're worth

uno mas
Hearts in frost
Baka!
Waka waka ^-^
Fools!

Aristocratic atrocities of hypocrisy
Un lock the box of Pandora
In the octave of C
Rock your socks till they bleed
Robot is optimus
Him possibly
A seed that screams
"I need to be freed"

As a father can force a child to stand
Our Father instead just held out His hand
And if its Love you let it be...
If it listens and returns;
Its meant to be.
To be, or not to be?

im not black
But the matter of that fact is whack
Attack me, cause im weak
Is it power you seek
I have nothing but Love
Still you shoved me away
Now introverted and grey
The demons hold sway
But still
I pray
No better than you
im black inside too
Royalties blue
Blood
Tales from the crypt
Never said I was hip
Son
13 blacks and 1 white
Inevitably there was a fight
I bite my tongue
Cause I will not succumb
To: pride
of colors
Man I am blind
I find lines in my mind that bind
You
To: me

You sell your soul
For a taste of acceptance
With muse in hand
You slam, without repentance.
Colors bleed thru
And paint a darkend hue.
So light can shine?
So light can shine.
Such blinded eyes.
He lies in truth.

Less is more

Staring into the past
In your rounded box of glass
And twisted shiny metal
Don't miss thy break pedal
Or YOU WILL CRASH
& burn
To: Ashe

End

The greatest husband?
Or,
sadistic terrorist?

God is real
Love
His benevolent weapon
The Kingdom suffers violence
And the violent will take it
By force