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,***how do you know when (a human is too broken?)*** <•> human too broken? like the light bulb, removal from its fixture, a simple shaking revelation of the tinkling filament spent, something that cannot be repaired, the only option is replacement and that makes you cry the empty box of oatmeal raisin cookies, you find secret’d, hid by you, not to be found by you at the bottom of the kitchen garbage, but box betrayal, by the chartreuse tipped box lid sided peeking upwards, asking, silencing screaming, what did I do to deserve this degrading like the blouse now too tight that it brings stares as the buttons strain, unwelcome attention unintended, you know it but still pretend not to see, for you both once loved that silky guise that so heightened the high tender, the match of your pink rose skin letting, no! making your eyes glisten, like broken filament glass, on the sidewalk, recalling the pleasured admiration, rain remembered from the prior priority of a life consisting of only perfect gifts so mean revert to the poseur question; this is how... remove the human from a fixed place, whimpering-threatened, you may hear clear the crackle cackling  of the innard shards against the misperception of a body intact, even if you do, no repair service you want,  can be found, see it nowhere, is it even anywhere advertised? the body presumed intact is secret’d under a tactile coverlet, holey scupperrd holy cuttered so that the cells and bicuspids, the threads no longer function in a tandem, you keep it in the closet closed, in the back, deep hid, where, when it screams why, it can be safe ignored, because  ‘betrayed’ is no longer a word, in your globe's dictionary, the parental controls activated by you to save your own inner child’s unconstrained confusion, it has been removed so the broken glass, the clothes you dressed each other, if not weep-well, well enough hid, the fit is off, the fit is off, the coverlet ripped so bad and neither cares
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Aug 5, 2018
Aug 5, 2018 at 11:17 AM UTC
how do you know when (a human is too broken?)
,***how do you know when (a human is too broken?)*** <•> human too broken? like the light bulb, removal from its fixture, a simple shaking revelation of the tinkling filament spent, something that cannot be repaired, the only option is replacement and that makes you cry the empty box of oatmeal raisin cookies, you find secret’d, hid by you, not to be found by you at the bottom of the kitchen garbage, but box betrayal, by the chartreuse tipped box lid sided peeking upwards, asking, silencing screaming, what did I do to deserve this degrading like the blouse now too tight that it brings stares as the buttons strain, unwelcome attention unintended, you know it but still pretend not to see, for you both once loved that silky guise that so heightened the high tender, the match of your pink rose skin letting, no! making your eyes glisten, like broken filament glass, on the sidewalk, recalling the pleasured admiration, rain remembered from the prior priority of a life consisting of only perfect gifts so mean revert to the poseur question; this is how... remove the human from a fixed place, whimpering-threatened, you may hear clear the crackle cackling  of the innard shards against the misperception of a body intact, even if you do, no repair service you want,  can be found, see it nowhere, is it even anywhere advertised? the body presumed intact is secret’d under a tactile coverlet, holey scupperrd holy cuttered so that the cells and bicuspids, the threads no longer function in a tandem, you keep it in the closet closed, in the back, deep hid, where, when it screams why, it can be safe ignored, because  ‘betrayed’ is no longer a word, in your globe's dictionary, the parental controls activated by you to save your own inner child’s unconstrained confusion, it has been removed so the broken glass, the clothes you dressed each other, if not weep-well, well enough hid, the fit is off, the fit is off, the coverlet ripped so bad and neither cares
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Lambs that learn to walk in snow When their bleating clouds the air Meet a vast unwelcome, know Nothing but a sunless glare. Newly stumbling to and fro All they find, outside the fold, Is a wretched width of cold. As they wait beside the ewe, Her fleeces wetly caked, there lies Hidden round them, waiting too, Earth's immeasureable surprise. They could not grasp it if they knew, What so soon will wake and grow Utterly unlike the snow.
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First Sight
love is not made of giving and taking in equal parts it is not a favor for a favor i owe you nothing love is not a compromise reached after long deliberation it is not hurting on Monday and healing on Tuesday love is not touching because you will leave if i do not it is not feigning naivety when you see me cry love is not the untimely squandering of innocence it is not the suffocating grip of guilt it is not your unwelcome touch love is not love is not love is not
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Jul 10, 2018
Jul 10, 2018 at 11:15 PM UTC
love is not
That's what it's about With BPD The risks you take And stupidity The anxiety, And unwelcome mentality That's what it's about With BPD Three shots of whiskey And a glass of wine Throw back a couple pills I'm sure I'll be fine. That's what it's about With BPD The risks, stupidity, And anxiety.
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Apr 29, 2013
Apr 29, 2013 at 11:42 PM UTC
Risk (BPD)
Who falls too far from the tree? The unlucky, The unwelcome, The misfits, The free. So save your broken wings. You'll never know When you'll find them Whole again.
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Apr 3, 2015
Apr 3, 2015 at 5:44 AM UTC
Resilience I
After years of aimless wanderings Leaving behind the cities of midnight revels And the fevered journey in metro rails, I am back at the land of my people. Wherever I went, Under which ever roof I slept, I had carried my land, As a jewel in a casket And ensured it rested safe Ever under my pillow As I moved with aliens Unable to merge with their cultural mores, I saw my land glimmer in darkness Like a dew drop on a moon blanched leaf When I sweated in the blistering sands A patch of green landscape, like an oasis Wafted me in a cool embrace Then dreams poured in like star light And I wandered in the meadows of my youthful love My heart struggling to forget old longings And memories lashing upon me like tidal waves Pursued by that inalienable shadow Suddenly being born in flesh and blood I hastened to the streets of my youth With hopes galore and plans vivid But alas! There is none to recognize me Oh! I am a stranger here An unwelcome stranger among total strangers Now I wonder which is truly my land? The one left behind or the one just landed in? Oscillating between these two worlds, My fractured identity looms large With worms of memories wriggling in my flesh And a myth suddenly dying in my brain
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Jun 7, 2018
Jun 7, 2018 at 10:37 AM UTC
My Fractured Identity
If you weren't dark skin you'd blush, You and your pleasantly "spring" demeanor, blooming smiles in secret inside your hazmat suit, from any type of feelings, you are already infected, -- and contagious, yet refuse to admit the goosebumps on your neck, without the fortunate luxury of showing your emotion society has deemed you timeless, an eloquent flagrant aroma, the definition of fine wine with a zest -- a spiciness of an impatient "summer", you are warm, and the stem of your smiles comes with thorns of poison, weapons of mass destruction, so you're cloaked, tucked away from societal norms, and expectations --  who are we to judge, you are correct, your skin, is the right tone, to grab the attention for all the unwelcome, literal and figuratively baring a cluster of ideas, wants, desires -- requested by only the elite, pasteurized and preserved until then.
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Sep 1, 2015
Sep 1, 2015 at 7:56 PM UTC
(daughter of Egyptian Goddess Sekhmet) the un-Suppression of the Black Woman pt.1
I have studied the tight curls on the back of your neck moving away from me beyond anger or failure your face in the evening schools of longing through mornings of wish and ripen we were always saying goodbye in the blood in the bone over coffee before dashing for elevators going in opposite directions without goodbyes. Do not remember me as a bridge nor a roof as the maker of legends nor as a trap door to that world where black and white clericals hang on the edge of beauty in five oclock elevators twitching their shoulders to avoid other flesh and now there is someone to speak for them moving away from me into tomorrows morning of wish and ripen your goodbye is a promise of lightning in the last angels hand unwelcome and warning the sands have run out against us we were rewarded by journeys into desire into mornings alone where excuse and endurance mingle conceiving decision. Do not remember me as disaster nor as the keeper of secrets I am a fellow rider in the cattle cars watching you move slowly out of my bed saying we cannot waste time only ourselves.
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Movement Song
I got blow-out on my hair Am at the countryside A mixture of emotions Envy, admiration, hatred And jeering too. I got sunglasses on my face That gives me The unwelcome company Of confused glances At the countryside. I got a necklace around my neck Glittering with life Never puts it down even at sleep It is not “manly” At the countryside.
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Jun 23, 2012
Jun 23, 2012 at 5:26 AM UTC
AT THE COUNTRYSIDE.
I think that you might notice That I may have gone too soon When you stumble upon houses with not enough doors And too many empty rooms I think it might hit you When you walk past my swung open door With no warmth to the core With no bags on the floor So I'm not the coldest thing that you knew Honestly, it'll hit you When the carpets unvacuumed for days "It's so messy," you'll say Like this is fixed with a broom How's that house with no windows, And too many rooms? I don't fill my days with nothingness I don't sleep until noon For air, I crack the windows And I rearrange the rooms And it's fine by me If you think I can't leave a minute too soon Someday I'll return, won't look through your windows, Someday I won't want a room.
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Jan 10, 2014
Jan 10, 2014 at 12:20 PM UTC
Unwelcome
Reflecting disdainfully, remembering painfully, upsetting, annoying, troublesome Bickering, sarcastic, disputing, bombastic, arrogant, conceited, unwelcome Fastidious relations, private fixations, foreboding, disturbing resentment Silently scheming, nobody weeping, selfish, unblinking, TRIUMPHANT!
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Feb 7, 2010
Feb 7, 2010 at 10:23 AM UTC
The Last Will & Testament Of........
If I could manage to swallow that growing sense of dread between my shivering, pale lips, then it would be much easier to take the lead. Would I be free of emotional instabilities the moment my boxers slipped to the floor? Is that how this works? Where do my hands even go in the first place? If I could make my eyes flicker closed as you lean in to steal my breaths by means of unwelcome inquiry, perhaps my heart would cease lamenting. I could probably say all I wanted in the matter and plead my case, but when society's the prosecutor, chances are my legs would be required to stay open 24/7, like a convenience store. I'm sorry. I can't fix this, it's not something to be fixed. I've failed as a basic human and cannot function without regrets and anger. Besides, there are nicer sorts around. Find them instead. Remove your hands from my chest, your mouth from my mottled shoulder. This is a convenience store that never opens.
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May 23, 2015
May 23, 2015 at 11:56 PM UTC
Asexual
The battle between darkness and depression is onslaught for any troubled soul for it takes place much deeper than any dug out hole This darkness seems to just find me Takes over my world into my sanctuary It settles around the iris of my eyes Turning me into someone who just seems to cry Rooted in negativity and lost in my pain Through my eyes it enters my brain Corrupting my each and every thought Breeding unwelcome memories that like to haunt Spreading now like poison through my veins Trying to take over till nothing remains Writing words is my only defense When nothing else I do makes any sense The power of prose keeps that place deep within me Safe and free from this darkened toxicity…
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Jun 16, 2018
Jun 16, 2018 at 10:31 PM UTC
Power of Prose
*Continuation of Life is just a Metaphor* The wolves sing Such a lovely song; Howling, howling, Calling the pack home. The lone wolf Hears the angelic sound, Despairing, for he is all alone. He follows the sound, Remembering his own pack; So similar, yet so different. The sounds of playful competition, The smell of his own kind. Right in front of him, Yet so distant, The pack sees, smells, hears him. He knows he’s unwelcome; He feels it. But the lone wolf Has been alone for too long. The wolf pushes forward, Daring another to challenge him. The pack doesn’t attack But the lone wolf’s presence -Startling and sudden- Is not acknowledged, Making it known The lone wolf is just that; A solitary, deranged, unwanted wolf. He stays. The lone wolf joins the pack, Unwelcome as he is. He’s not permitted to join The hunt, the feast, the camaraderie. But he knows how to survive on his own. His lone howl Calls to the moon, Calls to his lost family, Calls to those he’ll never see again. He’s joined a new pack But they don’t see him as a pack mate; “Not yet” he thinks, “Not yet, but they will.” The lone wolf goes to sleep Each and every night, Waiting, just waiting For the next day When the pack will accept him, Count him as one of their own.
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Mar 14, 2014
Mar 14, 2014 at 6:54 AM UTC
The Lone Wolf
love is not made of giving and taking in equal parts it is not a favor for a favor i owe you nothing love is not a compromise reached after long deliberation it is not hurting on Monday and healing on Tuesday love is not touching because you will leave if i do not it is not feigning naivety when you see me cry love is not the untimely squandering of innocence it is not the suffocating grip of guilt it is not your unwelcome touch love is not
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Sep 29, 2019
Sep 29, 2019 at 1:28 PM UTC
Love is not
"bleed·ing heart" a person considered to be dangerously softhearted feeling sorry for everything and everyone and giving in to emotions quickly. “My heart bled today.” Nothing new, same old routine, same old unremarkable usual thing. They say over and over, Repetition is key. The key for what, I may never know. Things often moving quickly halt and take on the slow. The same people, the same faces, the same air, the same places. I’m a person with a bleeding heart. It’s dangerous to lead a life like mine, Sadly you can’t escape the family bloodline. Constantly stuck in a place between the planes. I can’t help what’s running wild, pumping through my veins. No rest for me. The others are already gone. My logic quickly left along with the dawn. My bleeding heart might just be the death of me. I would show you I am hurting but we can’t seem to agree I am all alone surrounded by nothing but my own suffocating thoughts. I can’t breathe and continue to find myself at a loss. A new beginning. The strong will live, the weak will die. It’s tattooed into the minds of the people in the city as a nearby excuse for people like me. Yes, there are others, but they are far out of reach, conveniently unavailable. The rest of us have been wiped out and deemed unfavorable. What am I? Just an unnoticed vessel of the human soul and all of it’s dangerously soft-hearted mannerisms. I have a bleeding heart. I do not deny. Left alone for the beasts to tear apart. But I cannot help but look to the sky. I despise my nature, my being even, Curse my benignant soul, And my lack of self control What’s left for me in this cruel world? Run by unintellectual imbeciles running off their own flawed reasoning A divergent past, lies in ruins which was once filled with memories and happy experiences, I was once just a kid lost in her own place, drowning and begging for help but no one came. Perhaps, I’m not as much of a person with a bleeding heart as I possibly could be. Perhaps, the legacy I leave behind will be nothing but a life of running away. Perhaps my bleeding heart only bleeds in contrast to the reality around me. “Because it is mine, it will always bleed”. I am stuck in this life of heartache and unwelcome spilled blood, but it will be alright. Because I won’t give up, not until I succeed. I will make it one day, even if there is no destination, I’ll go just to see the sights. Bleeding heart and all, I will fight the war, not backing down, but disappearing at midnight.
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Mar 12, 2018
Mar 12, 2018 at 2:56 AM UTC
Bleeding Heart
"bleed·ing heart" a person considered to be dangerously softhearted feeling sorry for everything and everyone and giving in to emotions quickly. “My heart bled today.” Nothing new, same old routine, same old unremarkable usual thing. They say over and over, Repetition is key. The key for what, I may never know. Things often moving quickly halt and take on the slow. The same people, the same faces, the same air, the same places. I’m a person with a bleeding heart. It’s dangerous to lead a life like mine, Sadly you can’t escape the family bloodline. Constantly stuck in a place between the planes. I can’t help what’s running wild, pumping through my veins. No rest for me. The others are already gone. My logic quickly left along with the dawn. My bleeding heart might just be the death of me. I would show you I am hurting but we can’t seem to agree I am all alone surrounded by nothing but my own suffocating thoughts. I can’t breathe and continue to find myself at a loss. A new beginning. The strong will live, the weak will die. It’s tattooed into the minds of the people in the city as a nearby excuse for people like me. Yes, there are others, but they are far out of reach, conveniently unavailable. The rest of us have been wiped out and deemed unfavorable. What am I? Just an unnoticed vessel of the human soul and all of it’s dangerously soft-hearted mannerisms. I have a bleeding heart. I do not deny. Left alone for the beasts to tear apart. But I cannot help but look to the sky. I despise my nature, my being even, Curse my benignant soul, And my lack of self control What’s left for me in this cruel world? Run by unintellectual imbeciles running off their own flawed reasoning A divergent past, lies in ruins which was once filled with memories and happy experiences, I was once just a kid lost in her own place, drowning and begging for help but no one came. Perhaps, I’m not as much of a person with a bleeding heart as I possibly could be. Perhaps, the legacy I leave behind will be nothing but a life of running away. Perhaps my bleeding heart only bleeds in contrast to the reality around me. “Because it is mine, it will always bleed”. I am stuck in this life of heartache and unwelcome spilled blood, but it will be alright. Because I won’t give up, not until I succeed. I will make it one day, even if there is no destination, I’ll go just to see the sights. Bleeding heart and all, I will fight the war, not backing down, but disappearing at midnight.
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how easy it is to write a poem of unrequited love an ode to that insatiable hunger that lives unwelcome in the pit of my stomach and slowly eats away at me gnawing a black hole into that space an emptiness i couldn't look at its darkness burned brighter than the eclipsed sun who always called with the most beautiful voice and promised that if i simply stopped averting my eyes i would most certainly become one with you and i forsake my sight to have your heat your radiation from all parts of the spectrum to burn my traitorous eyes right out of their sockets. how different it is to write of contentment and perhaps even a love that i can reach out and touch without having it sublimate each atom of my being and reduce me to a radioactive ash scattered to the wind. it's a love that i can submerge myself in it presses in all around and the mega-Pascals of pressure simply reach a placid equilibrium with my porous skin i breathe it in and my lungs somehow learn to pull the oxygen from the molecules of liquid desire and vitreous joy and it fuels my body infiltrating and inhabiting every cell feeding my muscles as i sensuously move my body fluid as the frigid water around me.
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May 3, 2015
May 3, 2015 at 2:37 PM UTC
Ophelia
To be in a revolving happiness, Is a wish to be granted sparsely. It's a rare gift for those, Who have been through the struggles that no one should have to. To think of myself as "one of those", Is a new, unfamiliar feeling. I believe I deserve this forever bliss, But tis new regardless, and somewhat unwelcome in the dull reality I've succumbed my mind to. I am the all "deserving" creature that you see fit to grant happiness... Peace. Of all things peace. Too early in my life to have earned this, Give it to someone who has only a short while to enjoy it before their judgement day. I can wait, there is always time. I can wait. No? Those have not earned. Well okay, Then lay my earned happiness, peace, bliss upon my soul until it shines through. You have given me this eternal happiness an for that I am forever grateful. And of course, Happy.
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Feb 13, 2014
Feb 13, 2014 at 7:41 PM UTC
Deserving
Fever-flushed children and Broken bodies Litter hospital halls like so much Human refuse ….Wondering why their need for care is treated so tepidly by a Society which worships Profits Power and Prestige ….Waiting while they wallow in anguish as Privacy Paperwork and Payment are Debated by bureaucrats in cubicles ….Wanting to be refreshed and restored to some measure of usefulness ….But Free to Pursue Life on their terms in exchange for Silence Acceptance and Despair Huddling for warmth and in Fear of discovery they assemble in rag-tag formation having scaled formidable fences Seeking freedom from Poverty and oppression Searching for work of any sort ….No matter how Humiliating or Hard ….No matter the Cost or Conditions Disparaged and despised they labor in hope that their children will have a chance for success instead of suffering a similar fate …..But Free to Pursue Liberty in a land where their presence is Ignored if not Denied Unkempt in camouflage One-legged and Vacant-eyed he rolls his rickety wheelchair along grassy median with muted effort displaying cardboard sign childishly scripted in one weather-worn and gnarled hand while clutching a decapitated jug in the other Forgotten Forlorn, and Discarded veteran Victimized far more by country than foe ….But Free to Pursue Happiness while Begging on street corners as Upright citizens dispense Unwelcome opinions or Pocket change with equal Self-righteousness Life Liberty and the Pursuit of happiness…. Ideals that slowly incinerate on the Altar of Capitalism ….Songs forever lost in the Cacophony now Played on the Instrument of Politics
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Sep 21, 2016
Sep 21, 2016 at 7:17 PM UTC
Fiddling While Rome Burns
Fever-flushed children and Broken bodies Litter hospital halls like so much Human refuse ….Wondering why their need for care is treated so tepidly by a Society which worships Profits Power and Prestige ….Waiting while they wallow in anguish as Privacy Paperwork and Payment are Debated by bureaucrats in cubicles ….Wanting to be refreshed and restored to some measure of usefulness ….But Free to Pursue Life on their terms in exchange for Silence Acceptance and Despair Huddling for warmth and in Fear of discovery they assemble in rag-tag formation having scaled formidable fences Seeking freedom from Poverty and oppression Searching for work of any sort ….No matter how Humiliating or Hard ….No matter the Cost or Conditions Disparaged and despised they labor in hope that their children will have a chance for success instead of suffering a similar fate …..But Free to Pursue Liberty in a land where their presence is Ignored if not Denied Unkempt in camouflage One-legged and Vacant-eyed he rolls his rickety wheelchair along grassy median with muted effort displaying cardboard sign childishly scripted in one weather-worn and gnarled hand while clutching a decapitated jug in the other Forgotten Forlorn, and Discarded veteran Victimized far more by country than foe ….But Free to Pursue Happiness while Begging on street corners as Upright citizens dispense Unwelcome opinions or Pocket change with equal Self-righteousness Life Liberty and the Pursuit of happiness…. Ideals that slowly incinerate on the Altar of Capitalism ….Songs forever lost in the Cacophony now Played on the Instrument of Politics
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An outcast, A creature we despise, It looks so small and tiny, And has gimlet eyes, It stalks the drains and kitchens, And scavenges in the night, And climbs upon our plates of food, Such an unwelcome sight.
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Aug 28, 2012
Aug 28, 2012 at 5:55 AM UTC
The Cockroach
Constant in-depth analysis Fear, anxiety, paralysis Over-thinking everything Never-ending internal linguistic string Of preposterous things Obstructing contentment Self-resentment Overwrought Stop thinking already Entomb unwelcome thoughts In a long forgotten cemetery Without a headstone
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Nov 7, 2013
Nov 7, 2013 at 1:50 AM UTC
Without A Headstone
Such greatness With such grace Bestowing Worthiness on the Unworthy. Gifting the Ungifted. Loving the Unlovable. Welcoming the Unwelcome. Turning the cheek I have slapped too many times, And responding With a kiss. I cry. I wail for His forgiveness And at the vision of myself Strutting, Cocky, Totally inept And inconceivably wrong. And yet, Grace.
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Apr 16, 2013
Apr 16, 2013 at 10:30 PM UTC
Grace
generous and expanding white's brilliant reflection.. many shaded towers edges enclose with high definition.. sometimes a precursor to unwelcome beauty.. hailstones waterspouts tornados.. we too accumulate faces...
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Jul 13, 2012
Jul 13, 2012 at 12:57 AM UTC
cumulus