"lycoris" poems
you enter my dreams with such audacious curiousity;
examined the void with intellect- deprived precision,
inspected every crevice painted in colour.
you left the blue for last because you say
the amphetamine matches my eyes.
you sample every syllable ever borne from my mouth,
denude the metaphors to their unchaste nakedness,
reach inside for unfleshly meaning.
you say all my filthy secrets implode into
ugly saliva bubbles on the brim of my tongue
and that is why you bite it off.
you make the drain spin out water. you make reverse hurricanes.
you euthanise my suffering mind with vulgarity and sliver-veined chalks.
i like it when the moon is yellow and not white.
spread me across your bones, you make me cold
**** in flesh. you wear me on your head as you would a stubborn fever.
you lick the lily, burn away its petals and
then you use the ashes in your next drag.
there are ghosts in your hair, they want idiosyncratic judgments.
they want anatomised angels and amputated wings.
they want ribs, signals, vessels and chlorine and aileron segments.
and electric ***
i am thinking of lexemes and lycoris, the vulnerability of artlessness,
prosthetic fingers and cigarettes, the umbrella under metal rain.
i only remember realities when they are expired.
the ribbon between cognition and the ventriloquist.
the psychology in undesired sentences.
this is the only immortality you and i may share; amongst ourselves
like teenagers filching answers before algebra, like dealers exchanging
eight-balls, pipes and profanity, like animals in chemical heat.
this vanilla immortality that we no longer need.
i'm watching the end of the world
from underneath your clothes.
Nov 1, 2010
Nov 1, 2010 at 6:42 AM UTC
A red spider
Spinning a web
At the rim of your way
Like a silver flickering net.
A red moon
Glowering pale
Like a blooded pond
In the stars eternal vale
A red flame
Like a waving flag
Hissing, crawling, spitting
Sparking into a heaven black.
A red sun
Spilling ****** light
With dawn to dusk
From day and night
A red bird
Reaching for the skies
Raising in hybris
To fear and agony he flies
A red fever
Burning through flesh n' bone
And boiling sweat and tears
That are but a drop on a hot stone
A read tear
That was made of blood
Slowly dripping down
From the realms of the gods
And then there's that red flower
Blooming along your long, lone path
Meaning nothing but sorrow
And black, cruel . . .
Jun 18, 2021
Jun 18, 2021 at 12:15 PM UTC
These orchids are yours, and with them, all colours known to earthly sight.
They shall prove rigid, ever blocking Time's course, professing eternity their right.
Roses express my affections well; blooming amidst the warmth of Summer, fed to satisfaction by the dew of your lips . . . yet they shall wither.
Then dry dust shall be my affections' well; blooming Lycoris Radiata legions advancing amidst the warmth of Death's banner . . . Towards our love's ellipse . . .
YET -
These orchids are yours, and with them, the multi-folded papers from which their fibres and petals are equally composed. These are humble gifts, but were they to boast: "We orchids offer to thine love, an eternity; an assurance of perpetuity, by toast."
Feb 7, 2021
Feb 7, 2021 at 7:05 PM UTC
The touch of a hand,
The warmth of another,
That precious tickle,
That burning feeling inside,
Living flame,
Dancing throughout my garden.
The garden I cultivate for you,
A field of crimson, the purest red,
It is your colour, a sanctity, a shrine for you,
This garden, my life’s passion,
A never ending field of Lycoris Radiata,
Growing inside my mind.
Temples and palaces,
Cathedrals and castles,
The works of generations,
They’re all incomparable to the garden I grow for you,
Thousands of year in worth of work, the species’ finest art,
Rivalled by the Eden I cultivate for you, the moments it took for my garden to grow.
Problems are non existent in the garden,
Yours or mine, I can no longer tell,
But I know for a fact that they cannot grow here,
All that grows is the Lycoris Radiata, swallowing all other forms of life or death,
That is, before the deluge,
Before the moment you walked into my garden.
Before the moment you entered the realm I constructed for you,
Before the moment you graced the garden with your presence,
Before the moment you shattered the illusion of grandeur,
Before the moment you trampled the finest of the Lycoris Radiata,
The death of my garden,
The collapse of my life’s work, that somehow lasted mere moments.
But it’s okay,
I didn’t want the field of crimson anyway,
I didn’t want the garden of Eden,
You snake.
I hope you know I hate you,
Because now I’m growing hydrangea,
And it’s going to be the most beautiful garden on earth, lush and green and all for me.
By LLL
Apr 13, 2021
Apr 13, 2021 at 11:35 AM UTC
It was a look in her eyes I'd never
seen in his-
Taken a bit off guard but
looking, as it is-
Respectfully, she's got respect but
don't know how to read a room
Respectfully, after a year she stopped making me feel desired
Broken finger, love still as tombs--
I miss that look in her eyes.
She became for me what he was.
Took me a bit off guard but
also built up over a year or two-
Respectfully, I wouldn't shit-talk her but also sometimes she was mean
Don't know, did she intend it?
Or are we all needlessly cruel things?
By the end I felt disgusting.
The beginning was sublime.
I read these poems and realize,
we did it right, and she was mine...
But I see now loving isn't always enough.
You have to work at it.
She tired of working.
I had to leave.
Dec 15, 2023
Dec 15, 2023 at 9:27 PM UTC
Tulips
Common, trusted, beloved.
Planted in gardens, gifted in joy,
Welcomed without a second thought.
And then—me.
Fragile, fleeting, misplaced.
Sought only in sorrow, left to wither,
A beauty seen too late,
A name too easily forgotten.
Lycoris Radiata.
Feb 16, 2025
Feb 16, 2025 at 8:32 PM UTC
Je lisais Platon. - J'ouvris
La porte de ma retraite,
Et j'aperçus Lycoris
C'est-à-dire Turlurette.
Je n'avais pas dit encor
Un seul mot à cette belle.
Sous un vague plafond d'or
Mes rêves battaient de l'aile.
La belle, en jupon gris-clair,
Montait l'escalier sonore ;
Ses frais yeux bleus avaient l'air
De revenir de l'aurore.
Elle chantait un couplet
D'une chanson de la rue
Qui dans sa bouche semblait
Une lumière apparue.
Son front éclipsa Platon.
Ô front céleste et frivole !
Un ruban sous son menton
Rattachait son auréole.
Elle avait l'accent qui plaît,
Un foulard pour cachemire,
Dans sa main son *** au lait,
Des flammes dans son sourire.
Et je lui dis (le Phédon
Donne tant de hardiesse !) :
- Mademoiselle, pardon,
Ne seriez-vous pas déesse ?
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