"inclosed" poems
All drivers ready
inclosed empirical
noted all system enigmas
ready start and go
The maze is made ready
in this machines man world
all will be complete
annelids of data and actions devised
Make clear the streams
Act on you're higher self
Zone in on targets impure
Enlighten those that ask
See all things in black and white
for the grey lines are minds fog
be clear and pure in mind
have belief in the word of God
By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris
Oct 6, 2013
Oct 6, 2013 at 7:56 PM UTC
Sitting here, reflecting on my life, eating the greasy slices of pizza that stain my shirt with smells of garlic.
Listening to the other kids laugh and listen to the music that makes my ears bleed and my brain pound as if a little drummer boy is stuck in my head.
Trying to figure out how to interact with the very people that put me in the inclosed position i am forced into now.
Crying internally, hoping no one can sense the pain and turmoil in my voice, hiding under the sweet smile I offer to the public.
I am alone. I am alone. I am always alone.
Jul 30, 2011
Jul 30, 2011 at 2:47 PM UTC
The trees bend above our heads
But yet we do not feel inclosed,
The currents hurry down the stream
We do not fear how fierce it flows,
Many hear voices in their heads
But yet aren't scared of the dead,
Daily feel the strength of the wind
But wonder of the words it sings,
The rain could crash& bang and clatter
But none of that really matters,
What we really fear are the daily faces We all see & all the voices which we hear.
Aug 30, 2015
Aug 30, 2015 at 4:25 PM UTC
EXT - SUMMER NIGHT - THE INCLOSED COURTYARD OF A CONDEMED HOUSING BUILDING
I'm on a balcony on the third floor. I'm on my own. It's my first time trying Salvia. It's a mild form. The experience lasts approx 10 mins. I feel timid and tired afterward. It took strength not to leave my position on the balcony over the railing.
Nov 6, 2015
Nov 6, 2015 at 5:37 AM UTC
*Trying to mend a broken spirit,
As my hourglass breaks
My spiritual being cowering inside
Terrified to sin,
and make any mistakes,
the soul and mind divide
For Heart aching pain awakes
every moon is a high tide
My spirit weeps for nights
To my body they are confined
I am one,
without my own rights
Numerous souls within one body
my spiritual being can no longer take,
Not being a somebody
Behind this inclosed con-finery
locked in a prison within one body,
Many beaten up souls
trying to take what's inside of me
As the Tears began,
clashing against the pavement of my skin,
I notice I'm the only one in this body
who doesn't want to sin*...
Oct 21, 2015
Oct 21, 2015 at 12:40 PM UTC
I could swear you have a twin.
I see him on every god **** street in Portland
It's funny though, because you hate the rain.
Before we both left for college you cursed the North West, Portland.
Telling me every bullied kid on the playground, math class failure, teens with feverish hearts that can only be cooled with rain water, the depressed they're the ones who move to a place like Portland.
The depressed want to have an excuse for why they feel and what better atmosphere than a city that has some ten odd bridges to jump off.
I hated that you mentioned the word depressed.
Through our seven months and 12 days of our relationship I was what my psychotherapist deemed as depressed.
Cracked rib bones that lodged themselves into my heart, inclosed between broken lockets and love me nots, wrapped in a blue cellophane.
No cocktail of medicine could piece back a broken sculpture
For 2 and half years, my best friend was a razor blade.
Rough around the edges, easy to toss aside.
She was the perfect companion
A stunning rectangular reflection
Of a girl longing for someone to tell her
You are the first sun of the summer, the perfect combination of cigarettes and alcohol, coffee at 4 am on a foggy morning.
Your freckles reminiscent of summer skies
Constellations still yet undiscovered
Someone to say, I will be your best friend.
Even when the world protests against you and the barbed wire between our hearts create a fence that is prison worthy
I will not escape you, the only thing I plan on murdering is your relationship between you and that blade. You cannot call that a friendship, darling.
I wish I could say this person existed and instead of creating his own story within my head
He had weaved himself between my cracked rib bones, stitched his striped sweater strings into my slit wrists, murmured beauty into my ruptured ear drums.
That he carefully molded the mercury consistency of my heart into a plastic masterpiece
Something that wouldn't shatter easily he said
I got to thinking this because I though I saw you again
Somewhere between two narrow city streets
Our veins outstretched towards one another
I followed you for two **** street blocks,
waiting for you to recognize your familiar catastrophe the one with the plastic heart, walking in the direction of something hopeful.
Some place the depressed called home.
Mar 7, 2012
Mar 7, 2012 at 12:34 AM UTC
I’m confined
Inclosed
Imprisoned
Constrained
Pent up in a cage
Just big enough for your spirit,
Me,
And a tiny computer desk
Inside a tiny room
Cluttered with papers and lost, rejected ideas
Trash and old cigarette buds
A room inside a tiny house that looks bigger from the outside
A house that holds a tiny, little, broken, family
A house in a little town
In a little county
In a little state
In a little country
That's torn itself apart bit by bit
In a world that's separated themselves
From others
Based on just the color of other’s skin
The way they dress
How they hold themself when they walk
A world dotted with little girls slashing both wrists
And little boys hiding their tears
In a world where there is only love in public
But bitterness biting us from within the shadows
And in our own minds
I’m confined
Inclosed
Imprisoned
Constrained
In a tiny room
Because I can’t stand
To see you cry
To see you suffering, and crying out for help
So I stay in my box
My box
I shall stay
Feb 26, 2018
Feb 26, 2018 at 8:28 PM UTC
sitting in bed,
thinking about life,
nothing to do but
s
i
t
with a knife,
till my
b
l
o
o
d
drains o
u
t,
like the draining of a sink,
and it will soon
r
u
n
clear,
and I will very too soon
s
i
n
k,
sink into the ground where I once arose,
now I'll lie
d
o
w
n
forever inclosed,
with my secrets trapped with me inside,
forever until I eternally
a
b
i
d
e
.
Jun 1, 2015
Jun 1, 2015 at 12:37 AM UTC
I’m falling
old habits die hard
and i'm far from death
Breathe in and out
Crystallized breath
Hypothermic honesty
The cold truth
touch melts me like snow
Evaporate my care and tears that fall like rain
I'm falling
I’m drowning
Hold me under
Apathy allows me to sink
Heavy heart
Watch air encased in liquid leave my lips
Like the words i'll never say
And watch them disperse
Filling my lungs with disappointment
I’m drowning
I’m ceasing to exist
I can see through my hands
And my own excuses
Hold my palms to the sky
And try to remember the sunshine
I glisten and shine
Forgetting the pride
in which was mine
No one can see me
Through and through
Im ceasing to exist
I am gone
Tell me to be quite
But when silent
who is to tell me to speak up
An empty chair
Still air
Missing
Dairy casings show my photograph
And my face says it all
Look in my eyes
I am ready gone
I am forgotten
No one is to know me
Move and i ride along
A mobile personality
A mysterious inclosed message
Within whom i know
Who i have known
And who i left
As well as all the people I've loved
I am forgotten
I’m falling
I’m drowning
I’m ceasing to exist
I’m gone
I’m forgotten
Oct 7, 2016
Oct 7, 2016 at 12:08 PM UTC