my furniture is sentient and i am not as real as i might like to be. mild hallucinations, like dramamine without the paranoia. is this a dissociative? i did a little research and i was going to have a sitter but it came early and i wanted to try it and - yes i am just one bad decision away from prison, one bad decision away from lying unconscious in a ditch. salvia is legal and causing me to calculate the realities of the life i am choosing to steer with reckless ambition.
EXT - SUMMER NIGHT - THE INCLOSED COURTYARD OF A CONDEMED HOUSING BUILDING
I'm on a balcony on the third floor. I'm on my own. It's my first time trying Salvia. It's a mild form. The experience lasts approx 10 mins. I feel timid and tired afterward. It took strength not to leave my position on the balcony over the railing.
The Shudder Naughts And Shutter Doors Fury And The Violent Folds And God Commands And Violent Slams Of The Deathening Loud Slips Of This Short Burn In Reality
it was like entering a realm of unfamiliarity the walls covered in confusion with objects like islands each furniture standing totally separate from one another i look up and there they are the strangers with the faces saying those things with certain tones the comfort in normality dissappared as i stood up from my held breath being pushed to the side a heavy force from my left shoved my stance i sit heavy unspoken still quiet and confused as to who i am where i am dream like with my actions dream like with my speech standing still inside my head as it uncovers the unconscious awakening of consciousness
freshly picked off of the plant and dried out for 3 days. as I inhale the smoke I try to concentrate on the flame. I hold in its essence and then slowly exhale. before my eyes there is another dimension. shapes that collide and move into each other and colors that I never knew existed. singing, I hear singing. its a a dream while I am wide awake. the led lights from my friends gloves bring huge trails and colors that make me dizzy. trying to walk but I stumble. laughing at the fact that my heels are stilts and the ******* the couch has a penguin face. then I get ****** back into my own world. dazed and buzzed and able to speak and explain. a trip I would love to experience again
salvia is an herb that was used many years ago as a sage, and was used for spiritual journeys. when you use this herb you are agreeing to see things completely different. it is a short high but it is an experience that I loved.