"embarrasing" poems
I just wanna talk
until the world dissapear
until the air gets thin
until the figures and shapes that form men and women head off to another dimension
until the stars flee off to another galaxy
until the states split into islands
until the words dissolve by using them so much and by a kiss
until gravity pull us together and not our desires
until we both know is time to stop talking
just talk and talk and talk and talk
I lost the feeling of only talking without any attachments
of opening my soul without saying something embarrasing
without being weak
I just wanna talk
until my eyes close peacefully
by fatigue and by the struggle over the years, while you hold my hand.
keeping you close forever, with your warmness and peace of mind
even when I know you're crumbling inside
a helpless selfishness
Jan 22, 2011
Jan 22, 2011 at 4:14 PM UTC
I take another sip of this drink that kills me
sit back in my chair and think about things
negative, positive, foolish and embarrasing
everything basically is flooding my mind.
I wonder why the Earth continues to spin
when my world is stuck in a never ending death wish
I turn on some music and try to forget about it.
Oct 4, 2015
Oct 4, 2015 at 2:43 PM UTC
So the doctor said her foot
Was broken.
Yes, I like a woman tough,
But it's been two months
Since it started hurting.
Suppose few things are as
Subjective as pain.
I rub my right hand when it's
Cold. The one I crushed
Between two containers.
Crane driver was still
Drunk from breakfast;
Suppose few things are as
Subjective as responsibility.
We're all scars. Broken bones
And bruised hearts.
Embarrasing memories and
Bitten bullets.
Walking on broken feet until
They heal.
Suppose few things are as
Subjective as
Growth.
Feb 10, 2015
Feb 10, 2015 at 6:38 AM UTC
How well I remember the day we first met
A click of the mouse on the internet
Wondering, questioning, definitely cynical
Could one find love in a manner so clinical
Unable to see each others faces
Just using words in cyberspaces
( Remember the days of the old fashioned dances
The secretive looks, & the furtive glances
The wooing, the cooing, a bunch red roses
Embarrasing silences, - posturing poses )
Sweet words passed, - histories revealed
Pondering, now, how much was concealed
Trust grew, slowly but, surely – just lots of fun
We spoke of Art, & all the things we had done
Then came the day my heart missed a beat
She wrote & suggested, that we two should meet
We met each other on neutral ground
It was hard to stop, - my mind whirling round
The rest of the story is really quite plain
That’s how I found love, - in a corner of Spain
So now I am here to tell all cynics
Click on the mouse, & you'll all write lyrics
May 6, 2013
May 6, 2013 at 4:59 AM UTC
Loyal,
Sincere,
Trust worthy,
There seems to be no word in this world that doesn't describe your qualities,
You are my love,
My heart,
I call you my, 'kapoochikin'.
Though embarrasing,
But cute.
My love for you is like;
Stars sparkling in the sky.
This poem is quite awkward,
But you know I'm very straight forward,
So my friend lets finish this poem with the usual trend,
We are best friends forever and ever,
Till the world ends !
Aug 8, 2015
Aug 8, 2015 at 12:55 PM UTC
Another silent yelling match with eyes as mouths
Stares of betrayl and self-disgust
Shot at each other while we sit and rust
An embarrasing tantrum without a blush
Withouy regret
Till your words split me in half
I cant tell if i love or hate
What i have
Feb 11, 2014
Feb 11, 2014 at 8:44 PM UTC
Sometimes having the craziest of friends may be good
Or it may not be good
They can sometimes go overboard
No matter how embarrasing they can be
You still love them
They bring the smile to your face
Maybe it is good to have crazy friends
Aug 26, 2014
Aug 26, 2014 at 3:40 PM UTC
today i went to a therapist
with all my answers rehearsed
and i didn't say "good afternoon"
instead, i told her i'm sorry
that i was going to waste her time -
and the walls of that beautiful room
listened to me for the first time
talking about
how rarely i remember to take a shower
(and i do it only when i stink)
how ashamed i feel that i laugh too much
(but it was only to please people)
how embarrasing is to say that i was *****
(but i also wanted attention from them)
how dizzy i feel when i'm in a crowded place
(i've always thought that i'm autistic)
how merciless overthinking can be
(and it plays in my head like a broken record)
and i started crying
Jul 29, 2017
Jul 29, 2017 at 6:22 PM UTC
You draw conclusions on your own time
I'm fit for the shoes I wear at night
and when you see me in your own mind
You know what I said must have been right.
I have petted to many friends into corners
To many breaks to make ammends
Sell me my own ideas for quarters.
And why would I eat It all up.
They done it once again and again and again.
Service never was required
by those who said they want me hired.
They all know Im really to tired
SO get off of my back.
Why have we given in to this completely embarrasing
totally outdated way of living, I dont know, I will never know.
Mar 24, 2017
Mar 24, 2017 at 6:34 AM UTC
You walk by and I freeze
Waiting for you to see
How I yearn to touch your face
Even if you are a mess
Silence makes things hard
Doesnt let me see your heart
And all I hear is pain
I know that feeling this is in vain
Regrets make me shatter
About things that now dont matter
Things I have done to you
To make you feel something too
How embarrasing this is
Putting my silly feelings in words
Words you will never hear
You are in a distant world
But I wish you the best in life
I wish you a love so you cant deny
That is there for you to see
That good things are always here
Dont close yourself to the sunlight
Better days come after a dark night
Even for your tired, restless soul
That sometimes wishes there was no sun
Jul 23, 2019
Jul 23, 2019 at 12:12 PM UTC