"ataxia" poems
Allow me to steer you from this endless road of monotony
to a luminous land
where you will be bathed in an effervescent afterglow
Created by a realm of invisible possibilities
spun into the iridescent colorwheel of hope
Ataxia
Melt into my embracing arms
as I lead you through a state of comatose
I will guide you to the kaleidescape
And you will
Understand
How encaged you have been
by the life presented
By the fearful and the small
So enraptured by the mundane
So afraid to rearrange
I understand the temptation .
Believe me
I understand
But allow me to explain how the ultimate risk you take
Is when your fear of not knowing
is why it all remains the same
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Aug 11, 2015
Aug 11, 2015 at 2:00 PM UTC
ELSIE FLIMMERWON, you got a job now with a jazz outfit in vaudeville.
The houses go wild when you finish the act shimmying a fast shimmy to The Livery Stable Blues.
It is long ago, Elsie Flimmerwon, I saw your mother over a washtub in a grape arbor when your father came with the locomotor ataxia shuffle.
It is long ago, Elsie, and now they spell your name with an electric sign.
Then you were a little thing in checked gingham and your mother wiped your nose and said: You little fool, keep off the streets.
Now you are a big girl at last and streetfuls of people read your name and a line of people shaped like a letter S stand at the box office hoping to see you shimmy.
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Painted glass windows, sequined tapestries
Rainbow coloured dreams drowned, in
Monochrome miseries.
The women wait and weep, a phalanx overcome by grief
Squinting through their candle-light visions,
Understood by misunderstood legions.
Fastigium Ataxia,
She cries in pain,
Rotating consciousness through the colourless rain.
A patina of grief wailed above the room as
The woman let out her final cry,
A martyr in their eyes.
Skinship visible through lonely cracks in subfusc walls
The infamous neighborhood remained vacant that night
The family lost a member that night.
A paegn concerto,
(Someone lost a shoe)
The women hung their heads in grief
(Somewhere bloomed a new leaf).
May 17, 2015
May 17, 2015 at 10:40 AM UTC
I told them I was too ******* happy
Just not right
Something is wrong here
Too ******* happy
With all the talking and the hand gestures
Who do I think I am?
Just not right
Too ******* happy
"You must be drunk"
"Yer all jacked up on pills"
FUCK! YOU!
Hold out your hand and I will **** right in it
I'm clean
I'm sober
I'm too ******* happy
for my own good
**** you
I'm just not right
I told them
I warned them
Don't tell me I'm drunk
Dont. Tell. Me. I'm. Drunk
Ataxia
Look it up *******
Ataxia
Look it up
Do I seem drunk?
Do I seem high?
Do I seem to be too ******* happy?
YES I DO
I do seem drunk
I do seem high
I do seem too ******* happy
Something is WRONG here
JUST NOT RIGHT
Mar 20, 2013
Mar 20, 2013 at 9:44 PM UTC
this is the first time i've been grounded from my oblivious regime.
i'm downing gin and happiness to find out what it means
to lose the one you're looking for and gain what's meant to flee.
sentiment is temporary when you wake up from saved time.
easing out and pulling back im playing with thickness.
nursing dangerous plays. heart attacks with a static clutch.
beautiful universe
Mar 16, 2010
Mar 16, 2010 at 8:58 PM UTC
Cresol dusk imbued to rustic hypnosis,
The civic stroll outside,zombified with
What must be glorious ataxia.
The masquerade hosted by dust,
An implicit surrender to the elements,
Basked in nocturnia-- lo,
The elements ceased having meaning
When I learnt I could not hold control
over them.
See the sky ramp and shiver,shuffling stars
In a showcase to those loving,an augury to those
Self-appointed sinners--
And see me,disconnected and without a care,
I surrender my breath as limboid tangents
And the elements do not rebut.
I am homed in becoming alone,
I am possessed in converse and I am lost
without the choice to be otherwise.
I watch the gimcrack mannerisms loop effably,
Understanding the road to omniscience is tipped
In ego alone--
One must not surrender,rather accept
And work a way round the system.
The cosmic map is eidetic,it's lanuage
dares not pander to speech,
it's sleep is one day needed
and complimentary to our own--
I listen to the madrigal and no longer seek to compose it,
I choose to believe that nothing is chosen.
Aug 21, 2019
Aug 21, 2019 at 3:22 PM UTC
I am the afterglow
Was once strength and beauty
Was once a time of hope and grace
Was a time of confidence and health
Now in its'place
A dried up cerebellum
Legs like sawed timber
Ataxia effecting a wide gait
A freak
No longer beautiful
No longer skinny and toned
Fat and immobile
Lazy and fatalistic
Let death take me quickly
and smudge away my tracks
Erase all memory of me
I have gone
Nov 20, 2021
Nov 20, 2021 at 5:25 AM UTC
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Jan 20, 2019
Jan 20, 2019 at 3:20 PM UTC
We're trouble
You--and-I
She spoke loudly, As the plants watched her cry.
It was leather bound-borderless
-Transcriptions, I told you secretly.
As ataxia spread to bones,
Belonging-
To reflections of invisible limbs.
Goosebumps spoke blasphemy
And nobody knows,
Why--
So we paused; inadvertently denying
Each other's breath-
In this dogma of dreams
Bred tectonic tidal locks
In all imaginings.
Mar 8, 2017
Mar 8, 2017 at 9:22 PM UTC