Mother Superior,
Where are you now?
Flood my veins,
With all your grace,
As I fade away,
To this holy feeling

Is it possible
that there's someone
just as
broken as
me
out there
looking
for someone
to be
whole
with?

hiding in the shadows was always a way of life for me.
but I grew tiresome and bored of that lifestyle.
I've gone on my own path, whether its a path of destruction, or success.
it is my path of my own making.
I am a ticking time bomb close to exploding.
I will be broken down to less than nothing ,
and when I do I want to do it in solitude.
don't try to come to my rescue because this is not something you can fix by hiding it.
I am no longer going to allow lies, and secrets control my life.
I am not a fragile lap dog.
I am a cold, heartless, heartbreaker who deserves solitude while I die and resurrect myself.
my life at the moment is already full with things that you cannot protect me from.
I am spiraling down a steep mountain losing all control
and frankly my dear, I love it.
so save yourself the time and tell your loved ones im dead.
because indeed my soul is, im just a walking corpse.
and if anyone tries to interfere with my life well...
I cant be blamed for collateral damage.

He told me that he loves my flaws,
Then one day my ******* slipped off.
He did indeed love me,
But we just couldn't be.
We still love each other and that's what hurts the most.
I love him from his head to his toes.

when the world ripped us apart it made me sour,
see love was my super power.
and now I'm weak,
I couldn't see what this sourness had done to me.
but now it's just way to late,
To not break hearts and change my ways.
when it comes to love I'm cold as ice,
And for that solitude is my prize.

I wanted to love him for an eternity,
but I was let down and now it's just me.
me who walks alone,
me who's hard as stone.
Me who will not cry,
because I have the biggest pride.
me who had a broken heart,
Me who now breaks all hearts.
Me who smokes to cover my pain,
me who pops rock to get away.

a heart breaker is the most heart broken.

She just wants
someone to confide in
someone to understand

feeling so alone
she knows
no one wants...

the craziness
she brings -

a nerd, a pagan
a lover of learning
loves a video
in French
even though
she does not know the words

pain pierces her heart
as she knows...
well, she just knows
that something's not right

Sure, she knows
she not anybody
that someone wants

yes, loneliness is
her companion
she was foolish
to think anything else...