I can already feel myself healing, growing, getting happier. It doesn't hurt so much when I see you because I know you are still in my life - for now.

Gone are the days when I knew you were mine forever.
But at least you are with me.

For now.

Do you know how hard it is to watch the person you love, love someone else?
Do you even see the pain in my eyes when I look at you?
I am so close, I can touch you, I can feel you
but I can never have you.

There were queries left unanswered.
Excruciating pains that my heart felt when I am with you
and you're thinking of her.
You kiss me like I was her.
You made me her replacement but until the end,
I can never be her.
You can never love me.
I can never feel your love.

I never wanted someone
As much as I want you
I'd give **** near anything
To be with you
I'd say anything
To have you in my arms
And I would do everything
To wake up next to you

Hold your breath.

For
When you don't breathe
Your brain starts to die
Along with your troubles
Your angers
Your pains
Your fears
Your nightmares
Your failures
Your hopelessness

Your memoy
Your potential
Your family
Your friends
Your opportunity
Your wishes and dreams
Your life
And all that you are
And all that you could be
Will wither as well.
You might want to breathe
Before you lose more
Than you want.

I don't know
how to write poems

What I write
Is nothing
But ugly pieces of me..