I never won the lottery
not surprising really,
I didn't buy a ticket

I saw the long queue
and thought *** it,
but
I could have won it
if I'd done it.

I never asked you to fall in love
Never begged to own heart
Chose to share your life for free
You want to be apart
I believe you are making a mistake
Something horrible you will regret
I assumed that what we shared was special
You passed up kinda love people rarely get
Me and you head over heels
I admit that much to be true
You're not who you made yourself out to be
I trust that the authentic version no one knew
Need to understand reasons
I imagine that if you explain why
Ran away from the world we built
My tears would slowly dry

betrayal is either easy or hard
when you left it broke my heart
i cut myself on the shards
never thought you to be so sharp

jagged is the best description
saddened by your decisions
maybe i was too permissive
that's not to mention

you fly so high now i can barely see
where you are and most certainly can't reach
when you left me
it must've been so easy

and wherever could i go with my clipped wings
further than you would ever conceive
faster than you'd like to believe
forgetting you won't be easy

but it'll be the best thing i ever did