she accepted people’s bad behavior,
because she thought,
they went through  difficult things.
yet, she invalidated her own feelings,
even if she knew what she went through.

I drew this for you
My dear
To express how I feel
What you mean to me

Are you lost?
I thought a picture was worth
1,000 words
Oh I forget

There are no words
For how I feel
The complete opposite of love
Bitter hatred

You shouldn't said those
Few but strong words
That hurt to this day
If only you had noticed

It was painful
How much you hurt me
But I forgive you
For now

I had my payback
You can see it in the picture
The dead flowers
Sitting beside a nameless gravestone

You know who's here?
I know I do
And I know you'll never read this poem
Because this grave...

It's for my sanity
It's for my pain
It's for a life ended
It's for...

You

Then next is me
See you in hell *****

Forever is a long time
But it's what I must endure
What is less known is that forever is not infinite
It only lasts until the memories fade
Off the living Earth
Out of the mind of those who stay
So if you say you'll love me forever,
That may just be a week

Forever is a long time,
But it's short
Days zoom by
One by one
Until there is none
When the feelings are forgotten
Forever is gone
There is no forever
I know this for sure
Because you said forever
Now you are with another
As I'm on the sideline
Watching

Forever is a long time,
But forever is no time
Forever is gone
Forever never happened
Forever
Forever
Forever
Never

There is no forever
Never was
Never will be
But just for now
Let me believe
That is does

He was a child
Loving life
Enjoying the world
His parents loved him
His peers were kind

He was a teen
Pondering life
Questioning the world
His parents fought with him
His peers were mean

He was an adult
Regretting life
Hating the world
His parents ignore him
His peers were drunk

He was alive
Scared of life
Leaving the world
His parents left him
His peers were sad

He is gone
Loving death
Forgetting the world
His parents despise him
His peers joined in

This ache in my head
Lingers as I stay
Still and silent in my bed
In pain here I lay