This is just the beginning

Soaring high
Oh so high
Strung out for days

Till the comedown cries

Lay back a ton
of my body parts
I weigh a ton

Spark a fro

Give myself the head change
This color stained

The river under my skin
Strong willed would be nice
Overcome now

Everyday cravings
Got me going crazy
Got me willing
Thinking to myself maybe
Just maybe
I'll make it
Passing thoughts of suicide
Closing doors
Open my mind

Lost it all and I had it all
Never enough to change though...

Been gone for so long
Changed to this point
Still feels like

I'm back at square one..

Acting like there's no hope
And What's the point to go on..
When this cycle seems like a Paris circle

Gazing into this
Look inside to find
Me changing shape
In this Kaleidescope of life..

I don't trust you anymore
I'd have to lock you up In a f cage.. Weld the door shut..

Give you water to drink & give you food to eat...
Blanket box Covered sheet

So I could know that you'd be your only temptation..
******* And **** disease...

Lust must start somewhere...
But you will stay locked up
For my mind to be free...

Tried deceit
Tried trust
Both failed
Trailed off n left us...

Tried death
Tried lust
One came back with vengeance
The other came back laughing...
It's not over yet...

I'll come home everyday
To lift your shielding cover
I'll reach my loving ,trusting hand In To show you I still love her...

I float
Inhaling the words that I speak... Living in these four walls..
On the floor
Is where comfort Seems to always find me...
Look over as I turn to My Mountain... Peacefully chaotic, amazement & I see the book of memories, that you made for me...

Seek it and Don't resist it
Say more
Seek it and don't resist it...
Fate..Say more

Except for people you can't save.. Mislead yeah..
The rhythm and diamonds off
And there all flamed up

Don't need em to make a hit
Metaphor Metaphor
Let's run this ****..out..

No weary rest....
Unless ending it
They are who
U should be fine.

NOW NOW DON'T RESIST IT..
Off with the wicked...

Cause in the minds mind mind
Yeah that's right
I'm in the middle

Now you should accept the fact
This is how you reach the stars now..
If ur sure they serve the mark
Ill show the passion...

We walk the brick wall
Nails scrape the mortar
Delicately creating
Destruction Of this
beautiful Creation..
It
began with a first step &
It
will end in a second..

Entangled fingers
Passion laced
Skin toned ribbons
Esophagus constricted
Mirror image

The strength of this love
In bloodshot white..

Eyes will see devotedly
The truest moment

If beauty is truth
When there's no more life..

Unblinded in the fade..
Pass with honor ...
You are flawlessness
From beginning to end