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ok okay Mar 2019

I looked into the mirror and told myself

'Your eyes look sullen and sleep deprived
Just close them shut
There is no need to cry
Death will come in time'

Later that night
I took my advice
And fell into a nightmare
I felt alone and afraid
But once I awoke
My perspective had changed

I looked back into the mirror and told myself

'Your eyes look sullen and sleep deprived
But never close them
There is no need to hide
Death will come later
You have plenty of time
Live for today and all will be fine'

Based this of a lucid dream I had, one of the scariest feelings i have ever had. But it also is refreshing to have them, strangely. Never presented a poem like this as well so i have no idea if its good, also i changed my name a couple times if anyone is confused, old name was (Daniel)

#lies #truth #death #life #sadness

ok okay Feb 2019

Another Day of Boredom

A smile escaped your face as the clock hit twelve
Reality had set in before the sun had rose

#boredom #smile #escape #reality

ok okay Feb 2019

Forgot to Walk my Shadow

My shadow has been trapped for a while
I haven't taken it for a walk in days
Maybe I don't deserve this shadow
I regret lying in my bed all day
Recently I have been seeing less of my shadow
Darkness seems to scare it away
I hope my shadow doesn't go for good
Because it has followed me all this way

:)

#shadow #trapped #regret

ok okay Feb 2019

Live for the Moment

The end is near
For you and me
Maybe tomorrow
Or the next
Maybe next year
Or in ten
We could have families
Or die alone
We could travel the whole world
Or stay at home
But for now lets just be
And live for the moment

I believe we all live for the important moments of life. We need those moments for fulfillment. :)

#life #moment #death #end #today #tomorrow

ok okay Feb 2019

Your Delusions Aren't Twisted

Your delusions aren't twisted
Nor are they messy and dark
They are linear and have purpose

Those people won't understand
But it doesn't matter
Since we are not all that different
We all have our own delusions
Some of us just don't care to admit

There is no need to pretend you are normal
Because nobody is

Or maybe thats what makes us normal :l

#delusions #lies #perception #normal #different

ok okay Feb 2019

Losing my Mind

My mind is escaping me
Leaving me hollow from the inside out
Emptiness becomes a part of me
As I blank out and watch the clock hit twelve

anyone ever get this? just blank out for hours like nothing matters at all

#mind #lost #hollow #empty

ok okay Feb 2019

Let Me Die

I want to be saved from living
Death will take an instant
But living will take a lifetime