Your touch
eyes
kisses
your voice

All of you
... Tu me manques

I have gathered
All the pieces
Our every moment
Memories I hold onto

The long walks
With sand between our toes
When it started raining, instead of
Running we kissed and got soaked

The way you said my name
Oh, how I miss that sound
Lazy sunday mornings, coffee
In bed moments

Oh, and the laughter
The purest love
Unconditionally
... just for me

I miss the
"On my way, see you soon" texts
Or the "I love you baby" as you
Left for the day

All these pieces
Fit together
In my puzzle to remind myself
I was once loved, unconditionally

Your memory remains
My most treasured

Picking up the pieces

of the rubble of our love

scattered, rotten

memories of a long time ago


You have broken me

my heart a mozaic

of shiny, broken memories

between the debris


My soul rises

to greet the gaze

of a man that

keeps me safe


I am not afraid to

love with all my heart

my soul searching his,

under a moonlit sky

I met a stranger today
whilst picking up a quick lunch
helped me carried my parcels
what a nice gesture, I thought

Reluctantly gave him my number
he nervously asked, "When can I see you again?"
left me speechless, really
he must be at least ten years younger

As the day went on
a few calls
a few texts
and boom

He thinks I am lovely
and loved my pretty blue nails
All I can do is hope
tomorrow, he makes me smile again

This ....is utter madness
This....is utter bliss
This....is us craving
Lustfully so
Passionately
To share pleasures our bodies merging at last
To feel spent
To love
To lust
To touch
To lay.... afterwards.... utterly satisfied
Utterly exhausted

The day you said
your final teary goodbye
My tears won't dry
Take my beautiful memories with you

Scattered reminders
All around me
My tears won't dry
Take my beautiful memories with you

Empty bottles
Lonely sunsets
my tears won't dry
Take my beautiful memories with you

Standing at your final
Resting place
Weeping weeping weeping
You are gone...Forever, my love!

Floating on the wind of change
traveling through
all the seasons of the world,
it brings me back to you

A darkness I have known for so long
I sit here and know
that I will never feel again
never love again

I feel everything
I feel nothing
without you
... I am numb

.....you tell me everything.....
It leaves me speechless!
Sometimes, a little B R E A T H L E S S!

We don't touch!
We use words!
We use how we feel!
We create images!

I  F E E L  YOU
I  H E A R  YOU

Without a touch
YOU penetrate, my soul!

My heart

frozen in snow

the chill of winter

will remain on these lonely days


I remember

our first kiss

your lips

was made for mine


We use to lay

entwined for hours

forgetting that our hearts

was ever broken


Everyone tells me

to let you go

finally, be free

of missing your touch


But they don't know

how I miss you

how much I need you

even though I know, I should not


We have tried

so many times

perhaps,

we didn't give it our all

my morning dew
dandelions wishing
sunflowers smiling
raindrops dancing

All of you
All of me

a beautiful symphony
the most beautiful sounds
the prettiest rainbow
colours...bright lights

dancing to our heartbeats
one step at a time
sliding across
only us

Forever dancing
Forever in love

Your lips softly placed
on mine
A gentle opening
allowing our souls to collide

Embracing
our arms lovingly hold
This moment
wishing it to last forever

Your lips
sealed with mine
This moment
wishing it to last forever

Our story began
with your tender words
and ended
with your pretty lies

Your beautiful voice
I close my eyes and hear you say
"baby, hold me"
"don't let me miss your arms"

Your smile
it use to light up
my darkest day
I could only... smile right back

Your love
you're gone
but I remember your love
it will last for all eternity

As another night
Slowly creeps in
The dreams I will dream
Filled with your warmth

A desire to
Just hold you
and be held...by you
Perhaps, a little kiss

A dance
With your tender lips
As I fall asleep
In your loving arms

Your soul

I have known you, for so long, yet we explore a little more
Each day

I know
Without a doubt
That my soul
Needed... only yours

I have to forget
I have to let go
but your touch
lingers...into the night

My 3am thoughts
In your arms
Your hands searching
Caressing my body

I have to forget
I have to let go
But your touch
...I miss

Desperate kisses
Demanding all of me
I have to let go
but I miss... your touch