Love is like fire.
It can warm you and brighten your life.
Be careless and play with it,
and it will burn you.

I ain't afraid no more
of the darkness
and the sadness
the 4AM thoughts
I got used to loving deep
with receiving nothing in return
I accept the rain
the sunless days
It isn't going well
but I ain't afraid no more
of the monsters in my head.

To you I'm fine,
But inside I'm dying,
I cry and I can't breath,
You say you can feel me,
You lied.
Who would care if I died?

No one would,
This will be suicide,
The pain grows,
But I'm fine,
I'll be okay,
You will smile,
As I fade,
You will shine,
I will bleed,

You will laugh,
I will breath last,
But to you I'm okay

most people see me as
a happy person because
i laugh easily,
i smile a lot,
i joke a lot.

but deep down
in my heart,
i am fragile,
i can get hurt easily,
but i choose to not
show it to the world.

instead of being sad,
i choose to laugh to cover it.
maybe you can call me
"the queen of the mask"

by this,
you can tell
that most of the time
when I'm laughing,
I'm not really laughing,
i was trying so hard to hide
my sadness.