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Damaris ZA Sep 2018
a soft look, was drawn to my direction
blushed cheeks, came towards me; that filled my madness
a single touch, in every part that i could handle from you
letting, every part of you in me..
just to repeat the moment
again.
and again.
It's something I find myself doing; is letting everything happen now so that in the future I repeat the memory again and again
Damaris ZA Jun 2018
being held in your arms gives me
security
being held in your arms brings me
hope
being held in your arms makes me
flustered
being held in your arms means
to lose everything
being held in your arms is
rebelling
being held in your arms has
to be fate

...

when i am not held in you arms.
i bring doubt.
i lose purpose.
i create insanity.
i long for desire.
i mean nothing
There's no point in asking for forgiveness if I was destined to die tomorrow.
Damaris ZA Apr 2018
Step by step
Into the silhouettes of failure.
And letting it sallow me whole.
For that is who I am.
Nothing.
Everything that means so much to me has no value for I am nothing, to this world.
Damaris ZA Mar 2018
a stone
             that falls
                              down a
                                               hill,
                                                        rolls.
a­ mind
                that escapes
                                        reality,
                                                       exceeds.
but a
           heart that
                              bleeds out
                                                   tolerance,
                                                      ­               breaks.
Damaris ZA Feb 2018
to do everything to your liking
because the feeling of your disapproval...
                                                                                              it shatters me.
excelling in every aspect
of my life.
                                                                    to be able to get close to you,
having to do every one of your desires
to belong in your arms.
                                                                                  letting everything go
to make you proud of me.
putting my problems in silence
                                                                                        to help your own.
"The best way to get hurt; is by bleeding in silence."-D.Z.-A.
Damaris ZA Jan 2018
When I was young, I wanted to learn how to fly.
                                    Until I broke my arm in doing so.
                                     I gave up that ambition afterwards.

When I was young, I wanted to a princess.
                                    Until I realized that; princesses weren't poor.
                                    But I was.

When I was young, I believed that dreams were for everyone.
                                  Until one day I finally understood that dreams
                                  are for the rich and reality is for the poor.

When I was young I believed that love would make all my pain go away.
                                    Until I endured heartbreak,
                                    which shattered my dignity away.

When I was young, I used to believe that words
were made for those who can express themselves through them.

Until I encountered the fact that they are no words to express my dullness,
there are no words to explain my pain,
and there are certainly no words to define my worries.
There are only words to describe my limits.
"in my life my only real limit is, the limit of words. For no matter how we explain it or express it, words will never be accurate to our feelings. Never.-DZ
Damaris ZA Dec 2017
We used to be close.
                                    We would hold each other's hand,
                                    Or even hold each other's tears.
We used to share our dreams.
                                                      We would share each other secrets,
                                                      Or­ even share each other fears.
We used to be able to communicate.
                              We would laugh through the pain with each other,
                               Or even laugh through hell with each other.      
We used to be this way.

                                 Now we hold each other's sorrows.
                                     Now we share a passing glance.
                                          Now we laugh with others.
                                               Now we are strangers.
"The difference between you and I is; I don't need a man to make me happy. When you were single you were depressed and you wouldn't let any of your friends help you. Now that you have someone, you are happier... Without me. I don't love to make me happy. I need trust.
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