soliana

soliana Apr 2018

break up

We were breaking up

No it wasn’t the giving of
Each other's things back
Neither was it the screaming
Of profanities and simply
Releasing tension
It wasn’t the closure
No it didn’t mean the title
The title of letting go
We didnt have to name it
We were simply breaking up
We were breaking each other
Even though we were still together

2/16/18 6:45 AM

#break #love #you #sad

Apr 2018

B

Paper Boat

A paper boat to an open sea
A world still separating you and me
I wish you could join me here
And sit with me on this pier
We don't have to talk or think
Just watch the sun as it sinks
To where all good must one day go
To a place nobody seems to know
That's where I go, I hope you do too
Until then, I will sit and wait for you

#relationship #rhyming #ocean #boat

soliana Apr 2018

how different you are

you weren't the beat of my heart
nor were you the heart
you were the momentary pause
that my heart makes for the next beat
you weren't the calm stroke of the river
nor were you the river
you were the ripples it made
when the wind breezes momentarily
that's how caught up you were with the moment
how different you were
because you always forgot
that
how easy an event has happened
is the same ease that it is forgotten.

4/14/18 11:12 PM

#you #someone #different #love #boy

soliana Apr 2018

1.2

Pay close attention to everything
Because even though it seems unimportant,
Later on, it will.

soliana Apr 2018

1.1

I could have given you the universe
but you only wanted a star.

soliana Apr 2018

see me die

see me die tomorrow
because
i'm nowhere near breathing
when i'm next to you
you make my heart
beat faster than it has always been
giving me earthquakes
in my mind and
just like any other fissure
you've broken me
and left me open
shattered, cracked
so
see me dead tomorrow
because
i'm nowhere near
seeing you with her anymore.

4/11/18 11:35 PM

#broken #alone #desperate #choosing #choose #love #her #me #you #die

soliana Apr 2018

i am your home

and then, all at once,
all the sappy love songs
finally made sense
because, then
i wanted to see you
come back
to come running home
to come back
running to me.

2:42 PM 4/9/18

#missing #someone #love #you #home #heart #i