I lost it all to slowly die inside kingdoms of death looming over me Fighting with what is real and what isn't My walls I built to protect my fragile heart now crumbling
I lost it all to face my demons not truly ready to stand at the kingdoms of death But here I stand accepting my defeat
I don't feel like a poet, No sir I don't I can write words upon a page But does that make me a poet? I have passion for the art Am I a poet yet? My pen meets paper with scribbles of thoughts Am I a poet yet? I share tales of the heart Am I a poet yet? Today I feel not of a poet But of a girl who shares of madness
Locked away a prisoner to herself Daily wars with the knife Locked away in her tower looking out for light but finding the darkness at the bottom of the bottle Locked away a prisoner to herself now free an Angel amongst light
Insecurity: You'd never believe me. I fear much: And that includes losing touch. Insecurity- What is wrong with me? I can't bear this fear, Of being left here- To fend for myself- To save myself- To be myself, But I've lost that- Me. I'm so lost that my map is lost. Of course you're my map, so that would make sense that I would be lost when you leave me.