The emptiness in my eyes,
The truth behind my lies,
The fall before my rise,
And the goodbyes;

It scares me.

The dark beneath my skin,
The light within my sins,
The voice that loudly sings,
And my broken wings;

It scares me.

The wounds I can't heal,
The pain I can't feel,
The loss I can't deal,
And when I am real;

It scares me.

The silence in my little talks,
The stillness in my moonlit walks,
The thought of separate ways,
And my numbered days;

It scares me.

The demons under my bed,
The words spinning in my head,
The blood in my sweat,
And my cold breath;

It scares me.

-Paras Bajaj #PoetrybyParas
Instagram : @mr.parasbajaj

Today, yesterday
and maybe even tomorrow!
There's always been
Somethin' pressing against me,
Against my will,
Somethin' i don't want;
to be left alone, amidst 'forced sorrow'.

I don't want to be left alone!
I ain't no different than you.
But you see, how hard i try
I cannot find my way out
a place among you...them.
Guess i need to accept
It is what it is and
lonesome shall be my
friend;
Or say, my only friend.
I once thought of ending it
But, yk Life is all about beginning
Never the end.

              

           vargov

And for a moment
I want to rest
Throw up everything in my mind-
Joy, pain, worries of tomorrow, stories
of yesterday...
And... for a moment
Feel absolute nothing!

Life is hard indeed!
And maybe I'm just tired;
A feather too, might now seem
heavy

And hence let me
rest for a moment,

Ma, will you make my bed please.


                                       _ vargov_

And just
when i think I'm fine
and have finally healed,
there's always
something waiting
too keenly
to claw up my wound again :)

But oh dear,
sometimes
the honey tastes sour too.

wouldn't it be beautiful
you and i
together
(𝘴𝘪𝘨𝘩!)

or.
maybe not
maybe a different story (poem)
will tell you some day later...


vargov

We could've held the stars, yk!
And dance under the gloomy moonlight
We could've fought,
For us, the existence alone.
We could've held on
And not let it slip out,
It wasn't a handful of sand!
We could've simply tried,
Atleast, that's what they've been teaching us!
'Trying never leads to disappointment'
Even a handful of sand would've stayed either...
But...
That's it
We,
We could've...
But!


                            𝘵𝘤𝘸/𝘷𝘢𝘳𝘨𝘰𝘷