I am inspired to do better, desperation sets in when I am stalled
I am inspired to be the flame, desperate when all it does is rain
I am frustrated when you don’t want me to think, desperate for the freedom to string sentences that speak volumes
I am frustrated when you box me up and put a label my existence, for I am desperately still seeking the real Me
I am frustrated when my *** determines my potential, so desperate to break the chains that define a good girl
I am frustrated when you see just my body, for I am desperate to show you that I am more than just these flesh and bones
I am frustrated when you sympathise with me , desperate for you to empathise with me instead
I am frustrated when you think when I express myself, I am hormonal,
desperate for you to know that my ****** and brain are two separate entities
Instead Inspire me, make me desperate to want to create a brand New version of me, a version that is comfortable in her skin, not frustrated because of the layers of ambiguity I have had to put on
I am not a role, We are not role-playing, I am not just an employee, your mother, sister, wife, daughter, etc
Don’t get frustrated when I challenge the status-quo, because thats when desperation sets in
For we now realize that the sky is the limit for all of us , and now we are desperate for the wings to fly
So dear friend, boss, brother, father, and husband, help me desperately fight against my daily frustrations, hear me out, guide me, but don’t think for a moment that just because I am frustrated I am desperate too.
For I know now, that I live to be one with who I am, and nothing will change that for me, now or ever, and we are all going to live happily ever after!!
For it’s really the oxygen from the frustration that has flamed my desperation to be all that I could and should have been.
Bold, brave, kind, courageous and unapologetic-ally ME!