I don't understand
Why we claim we're human
When we tear each other down
Hurt each others feelings
Because we're too small minded
To accept that we are different
Instead we become hateful
Acting stupid and illiterate
**** the minorities' spirits
Make them feel insignificant

We teach every generation
That being gay is a sin
Then turn around and say
We're all God's children
There are so many thoughts in my mind
I don't even know where to begin
So I'll begin with this thing
That they call sin

God makes us exactly
How we are
The differences we have
Are to set us apart
So we shine brighter than the stars

So I don't know why man
Would turn around
And say on judgement day
All gay men will repent and pray
Cause they won't be allowed
Into heaven
Simply because they loved men and not women

Say the "homos"
Are lost and will never be found
The hate towards gay men
Is a sound too loud
The other day
An innocent man who was gay
Was killed by a homophobic crowd
When I heard of this news
My heart dropped and frowned
I don't understand
How man can be so proud
So send an innocent soul
Six feet into the ground

So tell me
You so called Christians
With your egos so large
Who do you think you are?
God said we should not judge
You walk around like you're perfect
But I see a smudge
From the lack of innocence
You carry on your sleeve
With your head in the clouds
Saying God created
Adam and Eve
Not Adam and Steve

Thinking you see all things
Through God
But really
You're blinded by hate
And all I can do is wait
For the day we stand in heaven
And await our fate
And hear God say
To all the men that are straight
"There is nothing wrong
With being gay
Because in my kingdom
That's how these men were made"

Can you forgive me dear friend?
Can you forgive me the hurt, I caused?
Can you find it in your heart, dear friend,
that compassion, I know I do not deserve!

I’ve been reckless with my choice of words
Took you for granted with what I said.
How cruel I’ve been, I now realize
and careless to think you’d not be offend.

How how I wish, I could take back
How I wish, I could eat my words
When I ponder on those words I said
and the deeds that sowed the seed.

I’ve shed remorseful tears,
and long to know your forgiveness
What I said was not correct
But now past the time it is.
For sorrow now engulfs my heart!

To think I put you through this pain
I was careless, reckless and unabashed
Putting myself before your needs
I promised to be a true friend.
But could not get further than this.

I deserve your silence,
I deserve your ridicule
I deserve that you ignore.
For had I been in the same place,
I know that’s what I’d do for sure.

I am not asking that you take me back
I am not asking that you make amends
Just the words would suffice
To make me feel, that I am right again.

Your forgiveness would be the healing touch
My soul longs for so desperately!
For this would be setting me free
Knowing what I did to upset you..
This is the least of all things..

I shall forever remember this fate
that sealed my destiny..
Maybe our paths never cross again and so my plea..
The only prayer that’d escape my lips and a sigh to God above
Is to bless you and keep you dear friend,
Sheltered in His love!

Knowing what you did
How you ruined our lives
When will you learn?
We come first

No text
No phone call
No letters
Will ever make this right

Your love
Help
Willingness to be there for us
That's how life improves

When will you comprehend
I need you in my life
Be the person I need you do be
Be my Father