Hey. You probably won't see this, But what I want to say is that I. I hate you.
You're stupid. Filthy. Unreasonable. There isn't enough words to describe your awfulnesses.
So why does it hurt? Why does it hurt when I push you away? Why does it hurt when you chase someone else? Why does it hurt so much?
As much as I want to say 'I hate you!', I realise that I. I. I love you.
It's stupid, isn't it? If I told you this, you'll laugh at me. Reject me. Pity me. I just know you will.
And that's why I never told you. That's why I kept pushing you away. That's why I'm drifting away, drifting away From my light. You.
But absence makes the heart fonder, Doesn't it? It hurts so much, it feels like I've Left my heart behind. With you.
I'm salty that my poem got lost due to a connection error. Anyways, do you think this letter fits a Tsundere or Utsudere better? I'm experimenting with letter formats in an attempt to raise my motivation for my scenario writing which is where I've been focusing most of my attention onto. I have a lit exam tomorrow too, so extra practice in analysing my own poem for me!