I don't see the problem,
My body is my own,
If I need to let out the pressure,
I'll slice down to the bone.
A friend used to hurt,
Broken mind made body the same,
Emotions controlled her,
No one is to blame.
When I split my skin,
I ensure it's only me that I harm,
Collected mind united in pain,
Then I can feel calm.
My veins run with fire,
Cut them open to let out the heat,
My veins pulse with fire,
I'll burn until I'm beat.
Itching, ******, melting flesh,
With shining silver I hold my breath,
Loose, tepid, paper skin,
Sharp steel with edge razor thin,
Rubber grip in steady hand,
Why is this wrong,
I don't understand.
Pain that is sharp and mean,
So pure and clean,
Purifying fire in aching veins,
I'm lucid because of my pains.
Burning, scorching, pulsing flames,
For my pain there is someone to blame,
Sticky, ruby, viscous blood,
Not that I must, just should,
Calm mind in broken meat,
I won't stop this,
I'll burn until I'm beat.
