#myfeelings poems on Hello Poetry

Beinghonest Feb 2016

I think I know now,
What all these feelings mean...

That I'm unworthy of your love...

I spent a lot of time thinking and well if I can't accept the fact that she likes me... Then maybe it means that I don't deserve her :(

-just being honest

#love #her #myfeelings #beinghonest

Brandon Jan 2016

Horizons

Looking past the colorful horizon
I feel all emotions crawling over me
The Sun shines its smile upon the shore
It makes me reminisce the times I adore
These waves, so powerful, so vigilant
Standing against them, I feel so defiant
Who's that girl holding a pearl?
I had heard she lost everyone, everything
I also heard she felt every kind of pain, every sting
Walking over to her, we made eye contact
The first guy to crack a smile, that a fact?
The vibrant, bluish waves rock my knees slowly
The seagulls shout her name as she glares
At me, she shed a tear as it fell on the pearl
Little did I know, the pearl was Hope, reincarnated

This was an excerpt from a collaboration poetic project that I am currently doing with my girlfriend. :) Feedback would be appreciated!

#poetry #relationships #beauty #hardtimes #myfeelings

Melodious Experience Dec 2015

The fear

there’s something inside
a want
a hunger that food won’t fill
a gap money can’t close
a hole love and friendship can’t help
and this thirst
like the very first taste of blood
has over taken me
blinded me
caged me
chained me
in I want to bathe
live by it
experience it

I want to move among the living and dead
To tangle with fear and always prevail
my hunger to conquer worlds
slay kings of ice
and drink elixirs
my hunger for ******* is so immerse
that my small body can’t hold the fear
the want, the greed
to own it all
to fill the space
to quench my thirst

I stare out the window and look down
At the earth
Its beasts prowl the night
But I want to own the day
To walk the night
And be that wolfs bite
I want all to fear me
And for all to look for me
and to never find me
But believe in me
I want it all …

I want to be god.

#fear #god #scared #of #bored #hunger #******* #myfeelings #tobegod #boredoflife

Vanessa Oct 2015

Room

Do you see that light?
Coming out of that window?
I see that light more than you do
I isolate myself from many things
From big groups and crowds and even from people I hate
From family members asking about my day or if I have a boyfriend for once
That light is what I have
I even have a bed with warm covers and a desk full of homework that was suppose to be done a week ago
I'm stressed out and alone
And that's not anyone's fault
ITS MY FAULT
Only I can fix that by leaving the room full of darkness and that one beam of light shining out of that window
But the problem is
It's only me
No ones helping or understanding
Well I guess I'll just stay in my room

#depression #anxiety #isolation #myfeelings

Cindy Le Feb 2015

Rejection

People hate being rejected
When you ask someone out in a date and they say no
Or when you go in for an interview
And look your best
You want the job so badly
And they say they'll call
But never do
You hate it

Or when you get rejected from ***
Yes ***
Guys get rejected
And it *****
But when a girl gets rejected
It's like a contraption of pain and mixed emotions going through you

You stumble
And cry and think
Did I do something wrong?
Am I not good looking enough for you?
Are you bored of me?
I don't turn you on anymore?
What's wrong with me?

Even if I'm fully naked and on top of you
You say no
Geeze isn't that what you always wanted?
Me naked
Showing off my skin
My body to you
Instead of wearing a shirt or bra
You told me before that you rather have me naked
And on you
Now that I finally did that
Nothing happens?
You lightly push me off and say I'm to tired?
Geeze all that work for nothing ?
I built up my confidence just to do that you know?

It *****
Rejection *****
And I'm here laying in bed right next to you... Naked
Some guy would be happy to lay next to a girl naked
They would caress my body and ****** me
They would have the best time of there life
But all I want is you
Just you
Making sweet love to me

What does a girl have to do to get some satisfaction around here ??
Honestly...

#hurt #rejection #idc #myfeelings

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