The moon split in half And the stars crumbled, Falling like fireworks into the sea.
I watched my world Fall apart the day My love left me.
I thought I loved someone... turns out I didn’t know what love was until it was too late. I loved him.... or at least I thought I did....but for some reason I can’t get over him...it’s like everywhere I look I see him. Then it just makes me sad and I break down.
Hiding the hurt, hiding the pain, hiding the tears that fall like rain. Saying i'm fine when i'm anything but. This ache in my soul rips at my gut. My skin is on fire; i burn from within. The calm on my face is an ongoing sin. The world must stay out; i've built up a wall. My fragile lie will collapse should it ever fall. Loneliness consumes me; it eats up the years. Until my life is swallowed by unending fears. Waiting for someone to see i wear a mask. And care enough to remove it; is that too much to ask?
hey... im thinking of commiting suicide... so i wrote this.
dew drops in the spring the sun is shining I'm running towards my mom even though the time has come for me to say goodbye for graduation I try to focus on the day that is graduation But everything is a blur I zone out until my name is called I walk across the field feeling proud, accomplished But I can't help but cry as I try and not trip on my small gown I spot you in the crowd All I can think of at that moment is the memories that we've created and the way we're all huddled up I cry one because I'm leaving the group behind making my way in this word adulting still a newbie at heart learning through trial and error But know this no matter where I go in life I'll always treasure you and the memories that we made my senior year