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-df Jul 2020
i don’t think the sadness ever goes away.
at least in my case, not for long.

right before a genuine smile
my sadness reappears with a camera
that blinds me with a flash.
“say cheese” it taunts me,
“yes, just like that.”
fake. a portrait.

and just like that once more i am engulfed
in a ravaged state of despair.

when i sit with my mother to spend a moment together
inside i die knowing that i her little girl
doesn’t want to be anymore.
but i just can’t do that to her.
despite the sadness and madness i don’t ever want to imagine her hurting because of me.

so you see this sadness that never goes away... is tearing me both ways...

so tell me where do i go from here?
Monique Matheson May 2015
Dear mother,
I still remember the days you would wake up and
Make us pancakes
Dance in daddy's shorts
You were full of life.

I catch scents that remind me of your sweet perfume (Elizabeth Taylor)
And everytime I see a butterfly
I feel your breath
The fragrance of sweet pink roses you left behind,
The curls I have left of you.

I still remember your unchanging love for us
That is now buried 6 feet under my ***** converse
Your relentless worry
Your cell phone number at the top of my head
(I dial it from time to time).

I still feel the void that remained
And how we tried to stay together
After you looked away from the world
Who would've thought that daddy would
Bruise me
Beat me
Touch me
(I'm so sorry you saw that).
Who would've thought brother would muffle my screams
Eat my soul
Lick my tears
(I'm sorry you didn't know).

And there's no real way to end this but
To know I will always miss
The way your lip rolled back when you laughed
Don't worry momma
We are okay
Sometimes
We'll be okay
And we'll meet again
But until then

Happy Mother's Day.
Dreamer Jul 2020
There she goes again
Hiding her worries
Behind her smile
Not letting her
Child to see
Through
Her
A MOTHER CAN FIGHT AGAINST THE WORLD FOR HER CHILD
On her sick bed
She held me tight with her soft hand
"lend me your ears"
She taciturn.

She said;
"Son, don't waiver"
"Stay strong and be brave"
"Its not gonna be easy"
Life was death and death was life

On hearing Mama
I knew the end was near
But I could do nothing
Tears started dropping

My treasure said to me;
Don't be a coward
Cowards dies many times before their death
Be courteous and earn people's respect

I love Maami
She was the best teacher I ever had
She was stoical and complacent
Mama was also effusive

"Endeavor to make me proud"
"Always be the best I knew you to be"
I was stultified
I couldn't controlled my tears

I told Mama
To hold on a little longer
The end is not now
She'll scale though

She smiled and said;
"My death is not now"
"I'll be with you a hundred more years"
"I'll back your child"
I was already in trepidation

She placed her head on my laps
Playing with my left fingers
While I was caressing her hair with my rights
She said she loved me
I told her same amidst tears

All of a sudden,
Trees were falling stratagemly
The trees groaned as they fell
I told Mama I'll be back soon

I came back, met my treasure motionless
She had closed her beautiful eyes forever
Death, be no proud, you're a sycophant
Death had laid its icy hands on my gem
She abdicated her promise.
Arise Jul 2020
My mom,she is the one
I first touched.
She is the one;
Who saw my first smile,
Who taught me to walk,
Who taught me to speak.
My mom,she is the one;
Who understand me,
Who standby me,
Who stop me to do wrong thing.
My mom,she is the one;
Who filled the color in my life,
Who filled the joy in my life,
Who filled the hope in my eye.
You never discourage me,
to do anything.
You always  praise me,
whatever I want to do.
So I promise you mom,
I'll never let you down.
And I don't complain for anything.
Cause you are such a sweet mother,
that I want you as my mom for thousand year....
-Milan Shrestha
Nightingale International School
Grade-IX

Sent to TheHimalayanTimes Newspaper 2012
AM Jul 2020
Last night it rained petrol, it started pouring.

The rain merged into a senseless storm, and somber water and omen drops slowly trickled down the wrinkled silken sheets that Mom never ironed, but always loved.

The drops fit perfectly through all the cracks in the broken roof,
that Dad never fixed but promised he would, and black mist began to fill the rooms.

The storm was brute and merciless, and it soon came knocking at the door. Thick air tainted the bottom of the mossy walls,
where Sister knew she shouldn't, but still painted purple dinosaurs.

The asphyxiating wind ran fast across the narrow corridors,
it took pieces of the broken family portraits that Brother sang to on his ever first encounter with alcohol.

Petrol fell endlessly for days, thunders echoed on the dense raindrops, and the whims of the winds covered the desperate whispers to make it stop.

---Neighbour's house always had sun, and Mother and Father and Sister and Brother years ago had moved to another town

And sitting there was I, watching as the petrol poured down---
I have so many family poems and these are very hard to publish for me. Please treat with care.
Doy A Jul 2020
I wasn't sure what my life was for until you came along and made me understand what it means to live fully and love unconditionally.

To my daughter,
I'll carry you
for as long as my arms could bear the weight of you
and your beauty
and your wonder
and your burdens
and your flaws
and your joys
and your tears

and I will be here
as your mother
and friend
and teacher
and confidante
and your safety
and your home.

I love you. I love you immensely.
I love you with the new life you gave me.
leechyna Jul 2020
I like moonlight
Wish it comes not just at night
Too bad good things got boundaries
Just like how I like mom-like gal
I end up having lot wife 😂😂😀😀🥱🥱
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