I see things differently That's OK I can offened with my words This I don't like So I started again Rewind freeze frame Looked at myself God that was hard Sometimes my words breake down They decay . My mouth walks before my brain This is why I write This is where I can explain I see things differently. I'm OK. Every human never stops learning Good or bad Good for me. I'm still growing learning everyday Now I can play with my thoughts Daydream all day Fly away with the fairy's That flood my brain. Not quite like that You no what i mean I can try Explain I'm feeling good today To be honest it's nearly good Everyday. I see some things differently That's OK.
I'm growing into a person whose handles her decay. I'm not displaying Every ****** day I'm growing I'm learning I'm listening I'm interested it what you have to say Be nice Be kind Help someone today. As tomorrow you could be the person Who just sees decay.
Change in me growth. Thank you xxxxx depression. Appreciates.
I feel poisoned bye my own thoughts I've ****** all the light all the soul out of the me, excused myself, set free I don't care to see I've been dried out and used and abused some I liked, some I fight No fight left no light to see I'm just left empty I don't want to see To talk small talk To talk at all So bored of people So bored of me. I'm just empty Weaker Abother version of me.
I have a name is that me I have brown hair is that me I Excist in a space Is that me I talk I walk I work I pretend I act like I no me Is that me I show people a certain me Is that me Do I hide Am I here What is you what am I What's my favorite colour Do I matter Dose anything matter We all need to see
It don't matter what I do It don't matter what u say Who I am Where I've been It means nothing We all come to a end
I see clearly now I am just a beat Just a name A number I feel free Don't expect anything from me
I am no one I am nothingness I'm not lost The world is It all comes to the end
Memory's Life My name I'm Natasha mckay But we all energy That will rejoin Energy
The end I'm not scared I'm not dead I'm just seeing Like a new born child I mean nothing
I am nothing.
I see everything.
I will have an affect on my kids but not be on that I will end up nobody just a energy to the universe that's it star dust.looking how when my life matters it don't. I'm just here existing. It want matter. 2018.
I wish I was the light that shines through the trees I wish I was the cool winter breeze I wish I was the strength of the thundering seas I wish I could see me Like Me I wish I was the butterfly flying free Happily I wish I was as strong as the big oak Tree I wish I was my mum But I'm not I'm ****** me
Rip my chains off set me free Let me be the big strong tree Or be this tiny seed So weak
Let me be the light through the dark trees The latern to help me see To help other see How to be free.
Free of thoughts Free
Chained up in my head I can not be free of **** thoughts I just want too sleep free xxxxx stop thinking x 2018. Switch off. ***