the alcohol lined up with
stacked pill bottles, sobbing
a dark cloud lays upon me
your knock on the door, snap
back to the moment, wipe away
and answer with a smile, you
were silly and carefree, for a
moment my heavy heart lifted
and your laughter saved my life.
I don't always put descriptions but this one needs it. The closest I ever got to ending it all my brother interrupted my plans, said some real stupid and light nonsense to me, left, and to this day he has no idea he straight up saved my life. It's beautiful, the way fate weaves itself through the fabric of life.
