you would think that a friendship like
ours was indestructible.
you would think that friends as close
as we were would always
drift right back to each other.
i know that you weren't intending to
repair the rift between us,
but i'd been hoping - and you knew it.
you know me.
i was stupid, i was hoping.
but you've disappeared again,
and i feel like a fool.
i only have myself to blame.