Little so little i see this light
Its afar i see from a blinding height
I see im barely catching my breathe,
As its when death might knock my door
The door of life my chamber holds
A frail and Fragile tis' a hollow shell
An empty flesh ,An Hour glass
The time drifts like sand from my hands
Slowly and gradually escaping my grips
Of my mind Of my soul of my nerves that would bind
This rotten flesh left to die
I feel this cold sowing this seed
I felt it growing beneath my feet
Its vines adorned with prickling thorns
Slowly wrapping my arms and bones
I feel imprisoned by this darkness
But still that light lingers afar
Sometimes hovering above my eyes
But i see it never ,i see it never
As death still creeps near beside
Near my bed Near my body
I see my time might be near
But this sticking soul never lets go
This rotten body of flesh and bones
Freezed and shivered with frosts that froze
The tips of my fingers still feel too cold
I might never know when ill see my home
Im left alone all alone
This darkness that wraps me whole
This light still lingers just beside me
Whispering my name singing my songs
But still this thought haunts my mind
I might not live ;Not anymore
Any passing second;These eyes would close
My soul would drift to the lands of yore
Wishing and Bidding me Farewells ;Oh Lord!
Thats when i cry;
Take me Lord!
Take me Lord!
Take my body ,my very soul
                         _tsuki no ume.....

I ponder and wonder every day,every night
The reason i see this every time
Drifting to sleep ,Closing my eyes
I see this world full of peace
Not bothering my mind not letting me tease
These lustful greens ,every leaf,every tree
Reminds me of something i never have dreamt
Tis' a realm of my joys and songs
Letting me feel however i please
Every bud ,Every Flower ,Every rose i see
Those perfect and delicate symmetries
I see those veins of leaves and petals
How fragile they are but letting me breathe
I see the sun gently brushing
The leaves above the long ,wide trees
They shine like everything you havent seen
I compare them not with gold and jewels
Their beauty surpasses the Kings and Queens
I see those waters rushing above pebbles
Those besides lakes and those beyond ponds
They make me giggle as i run my feet
Gently among the waters of the oceans and seas
I see these hills adorned with greens
Running beyond these grass to go and see
What lies beyond those little peaks
But when i do i fell on my knees
As with wide opened eyes
The ground catches my feet
My lips apart in splendour awe
I gaze and gaze until i see
Those lush mountains hidden beneath
Carrying the colors of trees and leaves
Some hidden with clouds a little shy from me
But i do not flee i continue to breathe
In this Land they call it Dream
The realms of treasures and endless glee
But when i reach those far away clouds
I lift the hem of my dress and land
On this beautiful stage for me to dance
Till the sunrise and the dusk
When both moon and the sun
I dance and dance i laugh so free
Basking in the Sun's empheral light
Sweet gasps and giggles escape my lips
As i continue to dance among the trees
Running my fingers through every leaf
Through every flower and morning's dew
But this landscape never ends;
As no land here is far too few
For me to wander ,For me to play
Every where i run Astray
I wish this dream to never end
This desire i can't comprehend
I wish to stay forevermore,
Don't wake me up anymore
I shall never awake from this dream
I shall be happier forever and ever
In this Land ,In this Realm.
                    __tsuki no ume

In the tomorrows yet unseen,
My love for her, a constant stream.
One day she'll see, one day she'll know,
The depth of love I couldn't show.

The summer has come but it isnt spring,
Neither autumn Neither winter
Its a season that wont ring,
The bells of my chamber ;where O thee,
This warmth which i cant bear
I forgot the rain and the water near
My head aloft itching to gaze,
The sweat dripping from my hair
I wish not to stay for this season again
It kills me ,drains me, lefts me tanned,
I wish for the winter's breeze
I wish for my lips to freeze
These little flakes make wheeze
I Wish to Be! Oh I Wish to be !
The winters' night!, The winters' queen!
The harsh white,The hailing snow
Resembling the pristine white lilies,
My winter garden of hellbore,
The Frost ,The raucous ,The frozen ore,
I stare it all and never bored,
This sweet coldness you ignored,
So then i wish i pray again,
I wish for the winter's breeze
I wish for my lips to freeze
These little flakes make me wheeze
I Wish to Be! Oh I Wish to Be!
The winter's night !,The winter's queen!
You called it a killing spree,
The season of death ;every falling leaf,
Dead and Grave like a cemetry,
Leaves you shivering down to knees,
But still i dont; care no more,
Even if it is freezing cold,
The winter i miss the death of yore,
The permafrost ;de l'mour
Forbidding thou' apt metaphor,
Tis' Rime frost ;evermore
Still my love;Forevermore,
Again i wish over and over
I wish for the winter's breeze
I wish for my lips to freeze
These little flakes make me wheeze
I Wish to Be! Oh I Wish to Be!
The winter's night !,The winter's queen.!
                      __tsuki no ume

Living in this opulent world,
The chiming chandelliers; the fancy facades,
Hiding beneath these joker masks,
Fake promises they would bide,
So much they try to hide,
The Saint ,The devils , all in one;
Creeping madness ;making puns,
All lost in Sanity !All lost in Sanity!
With ****** hands and rotten tragedies,
All lost in Sanity!All lost in Sanity!
They all reek of ***** lies,
All hiding beneath those worry eyes,
With all that pleasure you saw those cries,
Those screaming pleas, those feared whys,
Upon these thorns ,beneath these scars,
All lost in Sanity !All lost in Sanity!
Stained wounds ;the forgotten remedies,
All lost in Sanity !All lost in Sanity!
These  macabres, these massacres,
Painting blood on these walls,
The corpses lying in these halls,
Hanging deads lost in wars,
Wandering and roaming without a clue
They lost it all; their families, their muse,
All lost in Sanity !All lost in Sanity!
The woed tales ,the lost tragedies,
All lost in Sanity !All lost in Sanity!
All died within these grounds
Surrounded by graves and melancholic sounds,
All whipped by those hounds
Those malicious dogs barking proud,
Deafend by cries, Blinded by lights,
Those lost souls ;All dead and alive,
All lost in Sanity! All lost in Sanity!
The tortured tragedies, The harsh calamities,
All lost in Sanity !All lost in Sanity!
Oh how i wish i could save,
Those worn out tales and beheaded vales,
But how could i when im a slave ,
Hanged and beaten with vile fantasies,
My voice is afar deafend by tragedies,
Couldnt reach the ears ;lost by sanities,
O treacherous life!O vain profanities!
All lost in Sanity!All lost in Sanity!
                        __tsuki no ume~

Spinning and Spinning ,Round and round,
On the roof ,On the ground
On my feet ,On my toes,
Laughing and crying my heartfelt woes
The wide smile ,the care-free laughter
Very much like the Life of After
Dancing as i sing,Running as i hum
On my tunes ,Under the moon
Which glows with a beautiful sense of woon
Waiting for you from the noon
Promising ill be meeting ;very soon
To feel your presence beneath the sky
i have my secrets ill tell you why
I chase your light so you wont hide
I wish the clouds wont come any near
Hiding you away from my eyes
I wish only to see your sight
Basking myself in the moon light
When two spheres met to gaze
Racing my heart, burning  ablaze
Enlightening the weak soul of me
Flaming the sparks,the wonder ,the glee,
Sparkling and brightening the eyes of me
Dialating the pupils inside of them
The pounding heart beating aloud
Right inside the chest of me
I hear the sound ,i hear the beat
My pulse rising at the sight of you
You might be not as bright as sun
But you are the one which made spun
With love, with emotions ,with which we hung
Every night in the sky,
Before the dusk and twilight,
Gazing with you ;the starlights,
Flickering a flame in the night
Gently pulling; the ocean tides,
Moon you are the flame;the spark
Which made me burn ,which made me lark,
I dont care to be lost ,
From this world ,From this coast,
As long as i can reach the sky
Wishing to be the star just beside you
Because when the world would gaze the sky
There would be us you and i
Side by side two sparkling lights,
Shining and twinkling with all their might,
I wish the stars, i bless the moon,
I promise ill come to you very soon.
                         __tsuki no ume.

Running on the green grass,
As my feet catch those dews
Sinking my feet in ;drowning without a clue
Tiny droplets on my toes
Drinking in my daily dose
I wish to sit by the pane
Just to watch the pouring rain
I see those drips on the buds
While me coughing on my cuds
I wish to see the rain and say
Drip me drain me
clench me drench me
From the head to the toe
Please me rain; and i would bow
One by one those water-drops
Ticking like my morning clock
Breaking the silence as they fall
Sometimes they become those frozen  flakes
Falling in emptiness ;filling the space
Something my eyes never have seen
Trapped in this glass how long have i been
Ages ,decades,No eras and centuries
But when is the time i pass away
The light is out, the curtains are drawn
But i still hear the sound of rain
Easing this empty soul's pain
Staring the ceiling and the window pane
Wishing and praying to see those rains
Which poured on me like a gentle hug
Little by little ,drop by drop
I feel you still ;wetting my clothes
On the summers night in burning haze
When you fell on me rain
I forgot the fire,the burn,the pain
Washing my every wound and stain
I need no umbrella nor any parosal
Fading in somber ;ever so dim ever so dull
Blurring the halos and  blinding by lights
Losing the reality from every height
Me on the toes singing my ballads
Dancing like a ballerina or a silly mallard
Its ever so calm hearing the rain
Forgetting the pains
Which died in vain
So when it does rain again
i shall too call you again
Us Sitting by the window pane
Hearing the night,the sound of rain
The pitter-patter ,the drip,drip-drop
Gazing each other till our tears drop
From our eyes and down the blossoms
Its gentle and warm just like the rain
Is it joy because i feel no pain
So let us become the lilies
Those which cried for rain
Or the rather the autumn leaves which died in pain,
which suffered in vain,
Let us not cry for bane
Until it rains, Until it rains.
                ___tsuki no ume~

Watching by the little window,
I see those kids, I those pups,
Playing ,joking, running around
Giggling ,laughing ,on a merry go round
So much!  i envy ,seeing them laugh as they play,
So much ! i hate, that i was once as happy as they,
So much ! i cry ,i cant go back to those happy days
So much!  i scream, i cant run ,i cant play,
So much !So much! Just So much!
I beg ,I shout ,I scream as I say,
Take me away !Take me away!
I miss those days ,i miss those nights,
I miss the sun with its morning light,
I miss the birds ,I miss the skies,
I miss those stars ,I miss the moon,
Humming and dancing with those lullaby tunes,
I miss so much! Just so much!
I beg ,I shout ,I scream as I say,
Take me away !Take me away!
OH! how i used to wish and pray,
I would Grow up and I would say,
The money ,The house ,The cars i want ,
Its all i want! Its all i want!
I pity those innocent prays,
I wish I would go back and say,
Do not say! Do not say!
As God hears only a Child's pray,
I beg so much !Just so much!
I beg ,I shout, I scream as I say,
Take me away !Take me away!
I still hear those laughters and those sounds
The winds whispers, the rain weeps
Remember those days! Remember those days!
I still wish, I still cry,
I still hope, I still pry,
Child O' Child where are you!
Child O' Child are you lost!
Child O' Child dont run away! dont run away!
I cry too much ,Just too much!
I beg, I shout ,I scream as I say,
Take me away !Take me away!
                       __tsuki no ume

On Autumn leaves and au-burn haze,
Running on wild and empty fields,
Soon the spring would come and bloom,
And when the roses burn ablaze,
But Now the fire has reached my room,
Where i could stare in unending gloom,
Soon i would burn in ashes so black,
Asking the flame what do i lack,
You are the flaw says the flame,
Nor to love ,Nor to tame,
Then only death is i wish and long,
As i am not a bird with a pretty song,
Nor to cage ,Nor to claim,
Only to burn on a burning stake,
If i stay ,If i stray;
Shall i be bound ,Shall i be caged
Either way is to burn away;
To breathe, to live is a mortal's pray,
Either way im bound to break,
I won't strive ,i won't thrive,
This time i'll burn alive.
                             __tsuki no ume.