Today i did the same things as usual
Today i did the same things as usual
Today i did the same things as usual
Today i did the same things as usual
But tommorow, is going to be different. No tommorow is going to be the same as today and the day before as well as the day after and after and after and.....

i've lost emotion,
gained wisdom,
i've lost touch
gained....
gained nothing
lost everything
see im persuading myself right now,
persuasion is merely delusion
...
thats right
delusion
im delusional to even have the mere thought of thinking i've gained something in this **** game,
when this game has made me loose everything,
and so without delusion
i sit here hopeless, emotionless, senseless waiting for the end
NUMBED

I'll pluck these flowers,
Petal by petal.
I'll slowly remove them,
From all my stems.
Each I'll say goodbye.
Each a loss of Hi's.
One by one I'll piece a puzzle,
Out from my head and into the puddle.
Each piece from my memory.
Slowly I drift into reverie.
I'll never remember then,
those times with dents.
Until all is plucked,
then I'll be in bliss.
Yet here's a whisper,
"Au revoir, ami."

Wrestling thoughts left this brain exhausted,
but aloe words prevented burns.
For now, checking off to-to lists
comprising domestic upkeep
and work duty
is enough that the end of the day
feels accomplished,
miniature success.
The reward?
bed

sculpt you in the palm of my hand
chisel your most fragile features until i feel your raw
coarse frame
let your hair dangle until is grazes my ever so nourishing skin
that aroma...ahh the aroma of fresh cappuccino hinted with
a vanilla scent
you looked gorgeous in that lavender threaded outfit,
glitter and gleam for me my bedazzling
but why?

why did i splash just a hint of coffee on you this morning
help realize
the infinity of persistence
persistent cruelty