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I want you near me,
But we are so faraway,
God has a purpose,
I trust in God's plan for us,
His plans are greater than ours.


I keep you dearly,
And safely here in my heart,
When I miss you bad,
Oh I close my eyes and pray,
So soon my king, I'll meet you.



with love <3



© Earl Jane
♥ E.J.C.S.

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I found my soulmate,
He defines my worth in life,
My star in darkness,
That celestially gleaming,
His pure love, my sole refuge.





with love <3


© Earl Jane
♥ E.J.C.S.

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I love you so much,
I am happiest with you,
My soulmate, My King.



with love <3



© Earl Jane
♥ E.J.C.S.

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1.
The past drowned me deep,
Then you came to my rescue,
My valorous knight.


2.
Oh, your touch mended,
All laceration I felt,
You remake me whole.


3.
You walked beside me,
Hold me tightly all the way,
Oh how I feel safe!


4.
You gleam immensely,
This pitch-black path I’m treading,
You lead me the way,


5.
Sweet arms envelop,
Gives me warmth when I feel numb,
Your chest, my console.


6.
Your words, my manual,
That keeps me in the right tract,
Accord assurance.


7.
Your smiles uplift me,
Bring me to jubilation,
My joy provider.


8.
Your laugh enliven,
Move my soul into elation,
You’re all I needed.


9.
Then you give me glimpse,
Of how paradise looks like,
Your eyes sent me there.


10.
Your love lifted me,
Took me to heavenly realms,
With you, I feel free.


11.
We lie in the clouds,
Unleash this passion within,
In this bed so dear.


12.
Me and you alone,
Leaving the world behind us,
And savor our love.





with love <3


© Earl Jane
♥ E.J.C.S.

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It's true my life change,
Since the time you enfold me,
With your love I yearn,
You're the sun that gleam me up,
My ornament stars at night.


This love is so rare,
Rancor eliminated,
My silver lining,
Beatitude ascertain,
Into your tender warm arms.


Hundreds and thousands,
Butterflies in my stomach,
Just this direct look,
In your aesthetic eyes,
Sent me straight to paradise.


We gaily unleash,
Our long imprisoned echt love,
And our hearts so chuffed,
With this invincible love,
Binds us with peace and surety.


This soul dance in joy,
As I finally found you,
My cherished soulmate,
I am truly so convinced,
God preordained you and me.


with love <3


© Earl Jane
♥ E.J.C.S.

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More or less,

8,424 miles away from each other,


But I can feel him,
Just beside me,


'Cause his care,
Just enfold me tighter,
His love,
Kiss me passionately,
His loyalty,
Assured me wholly,




I am so joyful,




I love him unfeignedly!








with love <3



© Earl Jane
♥ E.J.C.S.

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Let me have an introduction to this long letter for you.

1 Corinthians 13:4-7 (NIV) “4 Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5 It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6 Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7 It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.”

First of all, I wanna say that, “I REALLY LOVE YOU SO MUCH.” This is not some joke, Brandon. This is real thing! I truly know deep within me that you are my soulmate. Like what you said “IT IS REALLY AMAZING” that whenever we feel that something’s really wrong, we do feel that one oF us has troubles, problems and struggles going on, and YES! We really do have! God will wake us up, even midnight, early in the morning, and He will give us that strong feeling that I should check on you or you to me ‘cause something’s not right, and yes. There’s really wrong going on. And “OH MY!” as I remember never did I felt that. I was so AMAZED and so GLAD, like WOW, you are really the one. I never expected this kind of happiness I have never felt, seriously I am so much happy with you. Really happy with you a lot! So much! You should know that king! :)

Please, don’t ever say again that you don’t deserve me. Guess what, I DON’T DESERVE YOU! You are saying I am so perfect, NO, I AM NOT. I am no perfect person, I am just being me and doing things which I think is right and good. You know, I have never met anyone like you, you are not like those worldly man out there, your light shines brightly in me, in the darkest corners of my life, you became my light. If you read my poem, “MY FIREFLY” yes! You have been like that to me, that you have light up my darkest corner and you give me hope! You are my happiness king, my life, my everything, the excitement I always have when I wake up every morning, my soulmate, my best friend, just MY ALL! Can’t you see that king? I am so much happy with you, a lot!

We are humans king, we do commit mistake, and I 100% know and understand that! I don’t know why you are begging for my forgiveness when in fact, I ALREADY FORGIVE YOU! No reason to be sad king, ‘cause I am here for you. I am not going anywhere, I will NOT LEAVE YOU! You are the only man who made me this happy, who made me feel that “OH YEAH, I HAVE MY WORTH IN THIS WORLD, I AM NOT SOME TRASH.” Yes king, you made me feel my worth, you made me feel that I still have done good in this world, that I am worth more than anything. It’s only you king who made me feel my worth. Only you!

Brandon, I am waiting for you. Yes, true love means waiting, and I can wait even forever. I do believe you are worth waiting, worth sacrificing, worth caring, and worth loving for. Please, let’s overcome this demons that is trying to destroy us. We have each other and yes, WE HAVE GOD ABOVE ALL! We can overcome all of this. We will! OH YES WE WILL! Just remember no matter what happen, I WON’T GIVE UP, hear me?!! I WON’T GIVE UP! I love you much more than you think, ME MOOSSTT!! ME MOSSSTTT!!

Please don’t think that all you did was hurt me. WHAAATTT?!! Are you kidding me? LOL. You are kidding, I know! Oh my, Brandon! If you only knew how happy I am being with you, If only you knew how blessed I am to have you, If only you knew how thankful I am to have you.. URRRGGHHH! Please know that.

I am doing my very best for you king, I knew you know that. I am just here when you need me, when you have troubles and burdens, I am here. {Well, we feel there’s wrong going on, no need to call out our name ‘cause God will just push us to check on each of us.} Yes king. You deserve happiness, you deserve all good things! You do deserve all!
I just wanna thank you for everything you have done for me. I know words are not enough to express how happy I am, not enough seriously! But just wanna remind you I am happy with you. I am waiting for you my future husband. HAHAAAAAAAAA. I am really waiting for you. I really love you. You are the one I love, I don’t want any other, only you king. ONLY YOUUU!! Only you I longed to be with, only in your arms I wanna be, Only with you I wanna be with like forever! :) I am praying a lot for you king and your family. Just know I love you a lot. A LOOTTT!! ME MOST!!

Xoxo
~Earl Jane

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If true love means patiently waiting,



Then, I'll wait even FOREVER.





with love <3



© Earl Jane
♥ E.J.C.S.

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You are a firefly,

That goes into the infinitesimal holes of me,

Holes that leads to my pitch-black self,

Then you gleam me up.




with love <3






© Earl Jane
♥ E.J.C.S.