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Beinghonest Mar 2016
Our hearts were making the most beautiful music...
However, she pressed the wrong key or I strummed the wrong string,
And now we're making a discordant sound...
One that makes me question the presence of love in our relationship.
-just being honest
Beinghonest Mar 2016
I'm normally a stingy person...
But I don't mind sharing a kiss with you.
I am a stingy person though
-just being honest
Beinghonest Mar 2016
Dear heart,
Shut up,
So that I can sleep,
Please.
I want to talk to her, but she's too busy, but I feel like I can't sleep until she sends me a message :(
-just being honest
Beinghonest Mar 2016
She has her own demons,
And she wants you to vanquish them...
Stupid boy,
Not defend and empower them...
-just being honest
Beinghonest Mar 2016
I wonder if you've noticed,
I'm becoming less appealing,
Our conversations are getting very...
Very, boring...
And I wonder if you've noticed,
That I'm becoming less appealing.

You can tell me,
I didn't meant to approach you,
It was a decision made in a split second,
And it seems like my heart's voice was louder than my brain's then:
I'm being honest,
My chest was about to explode,
My heart was a ticking time bomb
And I could only disarm it by giving it a voice,
Converting its electric impulses into sound waves.

But now,
It's been a while since then,
And,
We're drifting apart...
I haven't told you that I nicknamed you zebra because of that cute black and white shirt you had on...
Because,
I'm scared that would just trigger the slow end of our...
Our?!
I mean,
It will make our friendship awkward.
I told my friends I don't like you,
But apparently you like me -
But, I just have a question,
After getting to know me -
Ummm... Have I lost my charms,
Or are you still googly-eyed over the stupid fifteen year old boy that nearly tripped over his own words as he uttered, "You're very pretty"?
I bet she's getting bored, and I feel bad, like I've wasted her time lol :v

-just being honest
Beinghonest Mar 2016
So,
I feel as though,
I messed you up,
Like, I shouldn't have even allowed what happened,
Happen.

I feel like I'm responsible for any hurt you're feeling,
But "I'm sorry" isn't gonna help.
"I still love you" won't change anything.

So,
I don't know,
Did you really want me in your heart,
Even though I was slowly corrupting the innards of your heart,
Slowly changing you,
Making you someone you weren't?

So, do you actually still want me,
Even though I've made it clear,
That things won't end well -
Simply because,
I'm a disaster walking on two feet,
A fireman that douses flames of love,
A selfish boy who only cares about himself,
A hopeless romantic who can turn out to be overbearing...
Do you still want me?
Because I can't see why you still want me,
I can't see what I did to earn your love,
Your heart,
Your attention and time...
I'm worthless -
Can't you tell?!
I'm not good for you...
At least for now.
You'll forever be the girl who won't leave my heart - but I'm not going to subject you to a relationship with the current me... Because I'm not where I want to be and I don't want you to be with the current me.

-just being honest
Beinghonest Mar 2016
<3
I didn't know I loved you so much
That waiting for your messages is currently the worst form of torture for me.
Torture doesn't even come close to describe the wait... But once I've waited more than 15 minutes, I think I start going crazy... Slowly.
-just being honest
Beinghonest Mar 2016
Your hands are just the right texture,
The softness bids all my fears to subside.

Your lips are just too perfect,
A different taste according to your lipstick,
But still the same sensation that makes my eyes slowly close shut.

Your eyes give away your feelings,
And your, "I want you" eyes are simply the best.

Your hugs are magical,
They make my insides feel soft and mushy,
They make me feel warm and loved.

Baby,
You're absolutely perfect for me -
Why don't you want to see that?
Why'd you rather be insecure even though I remind you everyday that you're the pretty one in our relationship?
-just being honest
Beinghonest Mar 2016
You know you're ******* when almost everything she says is cute.
Yup, and you don't know how to weaken her powers and each day it gets worse and then one day, you'll just be like, I want this girl... (well, me, because I can't resist cute girls :3)

-just being honest
Beinghonest Mar 2016
Hey, Mr nice guy,
Watch it:
That smile of hers,
Her words;
Mr nice guy,
Don't play dumb...
It's obvious,
She fancies you :
Be careful what you say!

I know her voice is cute, but don't tell her,
I know she's funny, but don't tell her you like her because of that,
I know her smile is absolutely breathtaking... But do not tell her that!
Mr nice guy, be careful,
Cautious,
Wary...
Do not lead her on.

You know there's a chance that you just like her for her looks,
You know that you don't know what love is.
So calm down,
Don't let her compliments get to you.
Don't let her cuteness get to you...
Relax and keep the kind words on a leash.

Mr nice guy
Don't lead her on,
Get to know her first,
Don't reveal your feelings yet -
Until you confirm their verity.
So :
Relax,
Inhale,
Exhale,
Blink twice.
You're only friends for now,
*Don't say something you'll regret!
I'm nice and sometimes I say things that I wish I didn't like telling a girl she's cute and then she takes it to heart, she mistakes my kindness for love or something - I try to avoid those situations.

-just being honest
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