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Breanna evans Feb 2019
your age, your title
all these cease to matter when
we shed the casing
Breanna evans Feb 2019
The Arctic Monkeys rattle my brain
nearly into a trance
while the lyrics cut
into my subconscious,
leaving me just a hint of sober

while she's sleeping, I slave
bleed my brain into this blank screen,
into this ******* machine,
so my feelings can be made public,
yet for the most part, unseen

it's odd, you know, I feel
further isolated, yet somehow,
part of something bigger, something,
I don't know, eternal,
when I feed this dysfunctional family
I'm a starving technician, because my profession doesn't pay, rather it robs me of my sleep, my peace, and some of my sanity
Breanna evans Feb 2019
mid-day reveries
leave me many miles away
in another time

if I only worked
like I tried to avoid work
the world would be impressed

"just do the dishes!"
I tell myself, but I can't
seem to get focused

"why can't you be normal?"
I ask myself
in reply, I scream internally

I'm blessed with a curse
that leaves me dreaming
and drifting away

I'm sorry, love
I don't mean to ignore you, it's just
so nice over here on my little cloud
Breanna evans Feb 2019
I promise I will hold your heart forever next to mine
and chase the demons from the darkest corners of your mind
I'll never leave you sad alone, or standing in the rain
I'll never keep you up at night, or cause you any pain

I'll kiss you under cloudy skies and understand your worth
and gaze into your starry eyes and notice all the hurt
I'll elevate your life always, I'll keep you in the clouds
I promise I won't clip your wings to keep you on the ground

I promise I will always fight for what our hearts believe is right
I promise often to embrace your full, sweet lips upon my face
I'm down until you make me stop enjoying you to the last drop
and promise I will always keep a fascination with your sleep
and that as long as I'm alive to make the effort, make the time
I promise I will hold your heart forever next to mine
words inspired by babygirl45s most commonly-used words,
and of course, the love she floods my system with daily
Breanna evans Jan 2019
I've learned a little
that was enough to make me
appreciate dogs
Breanna evans Jan 2019
my dog has manners
unlike what I've found in friends
and intelligence
Breanna evans Jan 2019
I am a lover

of beauty,
of words,
of animals,
of nature,
of life,
of death,
and of the chaos that life brings

I savor every moment,
be they bitter or sweet,
ripe or rancid

my heart guides me,
but I still try to use my head

but I am also a fighter

ready to risk it all at a moment's notice
for those that I believe in
I'm a nice guy

but don't **** with my pride
Breanna evans Jan 2019
slice into my subconscious
to bleed nonsense
onto the page
for everyone to scoff at
as I doggypaddle the waters
that many have drowned in
I can't swim worth a ****, and these waters are freezing.
But someone once told me that the truth is in there

...somewhere
Breanna evans Jan 2019
nobody wants to hear
how your life's so bad
and how you just can't take it

I know that life
is rarely nice, but
it's only what you make it

it's not like we're
all here by choice, but what else
can you do?
the way you feel about it
is entirely up to you
so quit your ******* and go and have yourself a kick-*** life. you deserve it, *******
Breanna evans Jan 2019
her eyes plucked chords

on my heartstrings

and my soul sang the chorus,

but I never bothered to write the words down
sweet music that only we get to hear
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