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Damien Carmer Mar 2018
I see it in your eyes
You try to disguise
The smile on your face
But there’s fear inside

Fear of not being good enough
Not giving 100%
Fear of losing
Not being the best

Just be happy
In all you do
Living life is more of a challenge
Even if you don’t show
The fear on the outside

We are all hurting somehow
In many different ways
It’s how you take actions
To climb to the top of the mountain
Regina Golan Feb 2018
His father
threw
tabby cats
off
the tar roof
by their tail
as a boy
with his younger brother in tow.

“Winner!” he swanked,
hairless chest puffed out
as the heat of the day
scorched the
furry heads
of the felines
in the brown bucket beside him.

Saliva escapes
in a dribble
down my son’s chin
when he cries.
His father gives him
something to cry about,
as promised.

I am an addict,
craving kindness
from my
son,
who is also my
sun
when my days are spoiled.
His love for me
is laced with
need,
sticky like fly paper
or the molasses
he spilled
on his sister’s hair
on purpose
by accident.

His father demands
answers
while shining a desk lamp
into his son’s squinted
eyes.
“Tell me the secrets,
I need to know.”
The details escape his
loyal lips
like a slithering serpent
swimming
through his mother’s milk.

His affection is
viper’s venom.
I am a
******
and,
he is my
drug.

His weighty brows
are down-turned in warning.
If I had a tail,
his father would pull it.
I brace for the next
attack,
my enigmatic eyes
closed tight
so I am
deliberately blind.

The calico cat
hobbled away
on broken bones
wondering why
two young boys
played their
beastly game.
Mystic Ink Plus Feb 2018
99.9 Pulses in the dead    
Irony,    
Anti-social, making a dead alive.
Genre: Mythic Haiku    
Theme: Human either lives or dies, there is no inbetween.
Biological proof of life, upto 99.9% signifies dead=0, only 100% signifies alive=1. Either 0/1. We don’t just miss the dead, we miss the loved ones.
Leeann Rose Jan 2018
Yes I'm moody , so what !
I really dont care ..
Cause nobody was ever there.
Those early mornings and long nights. Im the one who wipe my tears through every fight.
With all my might , I had to pretend I was alright ... Im never in the mood. The fake love, the playing the fool.. The trying to smile, being anti social .. People i couldn't get use to.
I'm in my own world, being moody.. "Get out my face"! Im not a cutie.. My family yells upstairs to get my attention, come join the party ...
I was always missing.
In my room, all alone.
I couldn't be around anyone... I didnt want to..The depression took over, so that's why I'm moody.. You would know, If you really knew me!
Dj Jan 2018
I just want to be alone,  maby I just need to cry myself to sleep a couple more times... maby I just need to go out and date some random...maby I just need to go out and meet a bunch of new freinds, maby I just need a new drug addiction, maby I just need an excuse to muster up the strength to get out of bed, maby for once I just need someone who isn't going to make me pull knives out from my back, maby for once I just need someone who dosnt just care about my happiness when it's convenient for them.... But maby I just need a hounest connection to want to live....but maby you were always too caught up in your own gain to know what you were loosing.
John AD Nov 2017
Living my life freely , but I hate the Society
They come to judge me , because of Insecurity
About my lifestyle,looks , and  also my Ability
They keep pulling me down ; Crab Mentality

How can I live with these people in the Society?
If 79% of People getting hypnotized by False Ideology
Ideology that affects Mass Hypnosis
To all people in our country

They are blinded by their own thoughts
Both feet entangled with hypnotizing roots
Until our bodies and mind are slowly rotting

Can you escape and Cure yourself from being blind?
Think about yourself , and leave your own thoughts behind
Someday we can teach ourselves to open our mind
Hannah Oct 2017
On a couch for three,
I am one,
Though there's more.
You could sit here,
But I think you'd rather take the floor.

Oh, anxiousness!
Why is it so hard for you to say hello?
I act frustrated by the question,
But the answer,
I know.

Let your eyes look at mine,
They're blue for that purpose,
If we shake hands and you don't,
Suddenly,
It is worthless.

But it seems we all agree,
Being social's of the past,
We'd prefer to not confront,
Don't look at faces,
And just pass.
Antino Art Aug 2017
Some people climb social media mountain
and post photo of them on top for all to see.

I just be chilling phone-off on third floor
apartment porch,
walking down staircase to ground level
down sidewalk
beneath stone high rise, winter sky,
gas station coffee in hand, face buried in non-face book
about those sleepless mountain climbers above.

I cross street as they tread slopes like high wire walkers,
and I'm walking onto this train as they make tracks,
breathing in the Views gained from the heights
to which they've climbed as I yawn
on subway car underground and recline
unseen beneath hoodie,
them racing to the top
and me coasting south, still in book,
flipping non-web page to next chapter
of them turning to look down at the crowds below
and the tracks they made
as if imprinting their story in the blank pages of the snow.

My stop arrives,
so I tuck away book unfinished in backpack
while they hike onward up Facebook wall
and continue stamping marks on snowy phone screen in darkness,
as I brush past them on street level thru city night unnoticed,
and their eyes squint back in pursuit of the likes of me and the gazes of strangers the morning they return from king of hill conquest, welcomed by followers of their stories waiting to be liked and loved.

The likes of me walk on back up to third floor apartment,
book shelved,
dreams of mountains blurred in the chill
of morning fog on the window,
in the freeze of internet page on the. screen.
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