Wish there
Was a change among
My life and your life
So then maybe
  we can put it in a picture frame
  to see how we made those
  Changes
    So my life isn't plain like it has been
For the past 16 years

Part of me
                                    Feels empty
A hollow shell
                                    Non-existent
The other part
                                    Bubbles with anxiety
A tightness
                                    I can't lose

They are not mixed together

But they are also not pushing each other away

They are just coexisting

Something that shouldn't happen

That couldn't happen

So why is it happening now

?