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Steve Page Aug 2021
I can see my childhood amongst the fenced bomb shelters no longer there.
And the Goats’ Field still lies empty.
The River Shuttle’s gentle banks are gone now, replaced by cement walls.
So Billy can’t scramble , won’t wade and ford.
Cheryl won’t swing and Jenny won’t scream her thrill of horror.
Steve’s feet will stay disappointedly dry – much to his mum’s delight.

The meander remains,
the trees still bow to the much-reduced majesty of the Shuttle,
but we can’t join the dance from the walled edge
– we can only drink in the river’s weak echo.

- Willersley
- Marlborough
- Lamborbey
- Halfway Street
- Ye Olde Black Horse

The snooker hall, full of ‘don’t tell your mother’ chatter
and I can’t reach that blue spot even at a stretch.

The Glade stretches and hops down to re-join the Shuttle
- River Cray
- Foots Cray Meadows
- River Darent
- Darent Valley

to hospital wards full of discarded mothers, falling back into the river and drifting to the Dartford Creek barrier, erected by the well-meaning against the anticipation of that Boxing Day tidal wave

- a calculated sacrifice of our pasts for a hoped-for last laugh.
A reflection on childhood days in Blackfen, Sidcup, Kent, UK.
Steve Page Aug 2021
Layer by layer
the wailing wall
still weeps
leaks life
still happy
to receive
prayers to gods
who no longer reside
no longer invest
in their attempt
to subdue
a fierce people.
                  And the river offers up her long laughter below.
Prompted by a rock wall at Colden Clough, Lumb Bank, nr Heptonstall, West Yorkshire,  UK, former residence of Ted Hughes.
Steve Page Aug 2021
If my second brain is my gut
and if my gut presents as a she,
does that mean that it's best that I think
that my head best thinks as a he?

And when I want to follow my heart,
does it flutter somewhere betwixt
that path that she feels down deep
and the path that he just can't resist?

When I find myself at a fork,
and it's not at all clear which ways mine,
my gut, my head and my heart -
they'll figure it out just fine.

But if ever I find I'm in doubt
which voice it is I should heed,
I just have to ask myself this,
- for which path I'd be happy to bleed?
I heard someone refer to their gut as their second brain.  I recall someone else refer to their gut as a she.  This is the mix of those 2 thoughts.
Steve Page Aug 2021
Within a few years of it being established,
the Tree Keepers decided to lock Richmond Park
between dusk and dawn
for the Trees of Richmond Park were known to hunt
at night.
By day they sunned themselves and smiled,
and seemed contented with their well rooted existence,
but they hunted at night.
So, although hemmed in and tagged by curious men,
after sundown the Trees of Richmond Park hunted freely in packs
within the Park’s walls:
Oak was the largest tribe (slow but relentless),
then Beech (clever in coordinated assaults)
with hangers on,
Hawthorn (quick on flat ground)
Blackthorn (vicious in attack)
Birch (a graceful, brutal warrior)
and Hornbeam (clumsy, but tolerated for their tough temperament).
The Trees of Richmond Park prided themselves on their stealth;
slothful in appearance, apparently careless
of the game around them,
but they hunted at night.
They granted a place for the birds to nest, yes, that’s true,
they lulled them into a false sense of safe space
and even allowed them to nurture their young.
This replenished their stock, their lively larder, but
- they hunted at night.
The slower, tastier, ground nesting birds were the easiest prey -
the grey partridge, the reed bunting, stonechat and meadow pipit
all succumbed
- their brittle bones breaking easily
against a well-placed low swing of a gnarly bough.
The swifter raptors repeatedly evaded the hunt
and gloried in their survival
and so the Trees of Richmond Park grew to tolerate
their lack of veneration.
Not so for the rabbits and squirrels of Bone Copse
who were far too foolish to grasp the danger they danced with
and they assumed too late that their burrow-nests were impervious
to a delving nocturn root, to a dawning yawning crevice
- to population cull.

There was talk of young deer disappearing
within the Queen’s Saw Pit Plantation,
but nothing was ever proven.
Rumour also had it that the trees were responsible
for an occasional missing child down in Gibbet Wood
where a bad-tempered Blackthorn resided.
That was hushed up and the parents were persuaded
by the generous Crown compensation scheme
which had been established and maintained
for these and similar incidents.
However, it remained true (at least in the main)
that the Trees of Richmond Park hunted at night.
It was in the dark that they pinned their prey.
It was in the damp dark that they ****** their fill and nurtured their own,
silently, stealthily filling every branch with their hungry young.
They regularly sent their emissaries to claim yet more of the dark,
with scant regard for the territories claimed or boundaries drawn,
by come-lately, day creatures.
And so they established outposts outside the curfewed walls,
securing first rights on any and all nutrients further abroad.
Yes, the trees of Richmond Park chiefly hunted at night.
And as apex predator, they have gone unchallenged.
They have out-hunted, out-delved, out-witted, out-seeded,
out-lived all contenders
and they still occupy their dead of hunted night.

But, Billy,
they are still known to take
the occasional child
to feed their offspring.
And that is why
it was not a good idea
to uproot that sapling.
- Stay close, and let’s get back to the car.
more like a short story in the end
Steve Page Aug 2021
I see a solitary windmill on the horizon.
I can't see its stem, but its petals are clear enough.
Moving apace.
Chased by winds unseen.

And as I watch, they seem to slow,
as if the wind has waned.
And I expect I told you so's will rejoin the fray,
damning the whole enterprise.

But I see the intent as worthy of patience,
worth my invested expectation.
I see the petals power on
and they slowly turn again.

turn, turn
     turn, turn
          pure, power-ballad, turn
I'm out of London this week, enjoying West Yorkshires vistas.
Steve Page Aug 2021
I lift my pen at the scent of the coming rain.
The wind rises, and I sense the pain gathering strength
and after a beat or two, the drizzle scouts my face
- but I smile.

I have my compass, the North Star
and the maps I made before.
I can still climb this new stanza
navigate past the memorials,
through to the meadows beyond
and I can rest there, refill my pen with the rain
and write again.
re-write of Navigating the hills, flexing my writing muscles ahead of a poets retreat
Steve Page Aug 2021
Past and Future stabled together – both present, tethered, and unstable.

Kindred ghosts pushed-pulled by a hopeful anxiety,
agitated by the yet unknown morning, eager to be

free.  And once freed, breaking fast, bolt-bursting, in competition
– in unison,

leaving Present to peer from the darkness
– who will win after all?
past, present and future are uncomfortable stable-mates
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