your emails have me hot
your words turn me on
twist, obey, decay
right to my core
it feels so good

the power of words
just a few from you
and i smile, for once
i never smile

bite my lip at the computer screen
waiting for another message

blood
on the hands
of men

they **** children
and laugh about it

don't pretend to care
about white kids
when you bomb their brothers

murderer
you dropped bombs on babies

did you think we'd forget
there's blood on your hands
don't make it ours

it'll be your blood next

will you take me home
today
tomorrow
on the weekend

will you take me places
i've never touched

will you take control
push me down
turn me on

will you know what to do
with a girl so young

yesterday
her laugh cracked my thick skin
my hard heart grew weak
her smile crushed my ego
my life became hers

yesterday
she spun me dizzy
my head and my heart
reorientate themselves
around her

yesterday
i was touched
by the softest, smallest hands

yesterday
my walls came down

she *****
desperately
wildly
calmly

she says i take the stress away
i'm her intern,
it's my job
can't say i mind

fresh from school
straight into bed with
a woman from a dream,
any dream,
any mans desire

she ***** like
dynamite
she ***** all night

holds a dagger to my face
calls me sweet,
screams
and ***** all night

i ain't going back
drag me there
threaten me there
try to keep me there
****, no
pay me to create,
to write,
to explore

the shop strips me of a soul
i never had anyway

did you think i'd cry
really
i'm the
Master Manipulator
did you think i'd care at all
did you think i meant a word i said
did you,
do you still,

i'll only ******* up
it's all a game to me