Ayu Prameswari: Poems

Wonder
Being son or daughter
I don't know it either

But, sure
It will bring me lot of laughter
In my life till forever
Thanks for having me, lover
Glad that you're getting closer

Once you coming over
You'll be the one I cover
When you're growing bigger
I'll be so much happier

If dad throws his temper
I'll give you a day of pamper
When day's getting tougher
I'll hug you at whenever
I'll be there in wherever
I'll love you for whatever

To him or her
Who calls me mother
See you sooner!
*
(2016)

I haven't gotten married as well as haven't gotten any baby, I am now single, and.. I have nooo idea why I could write such poem xoxo.

#lover #her #him #baby #pregnant

Aug 2016 · 761

Hiatus

Ayu Prameswari Aug 2016

Hiatus

Like a fetus
Asleep in ******
A living dormancy
Awaits for its democracy

A spirit of a lotus
Resides in a hiatus
A divine treaty
Delivers an eternity

(2016)

#life #eternity #hiatus

Jun 2016 · 553

If My Heart Could

Ayu Prameswari Jun 2016

If My Heart Could

If my heart could speak
She would cry instead of saying
For the too much pain she endured
Of the aching illness you've tortured

If my heart could walk
She would run instead of stepping
For she is about to escape her shadow
Of her past memory makes the life hollow

If my heart could swim
She would sink instead of floating
For she is out of power and energy
Of suffocated by day and night stormy

If my heart could climb
She would collapse instead of clinging
For her spirit is conciously to pound
Of the grotesque sore stitches and wound

If my heart could sing
She would scream instead of rhyming
For she has strayed beautiful melodies
Of her broken notes and torn voices

If my heart could fight*
She would combat instead of beating
For she lost her soul and dignity
Of the love becomes her biggest enemy

(June 2016)

#broken #heart #if

Jun 2016 · 942

I Miss the Time

Ayu Prameswari Jun 2016

I Miss the Time

I miss the time
When I had to fall
Only the body felt aching
Not to involve the love of mine

I miss the time
That I only broke my arm
When there's nothing to do
With heart or mind

I miss the time
When I had bunch of candies
Better way of possessing the sweets
Rather than receiving promises

I miss the time
When I lost mine
Teeth would be the ones
Not a number of people's gones

I miss the time
When everything was simple
All the memory was fun
Like my childhood time

I miss the time*
Of my old times
Wondering sometime
Again, it comes

(June 2016)

#time #miss #childhood

May 2016 · 772

Transcolour

Ayu Prameswari May 2016

Transcolour

If I had to describe myself as colour
Transcolour, is what I want to be

If I had to explain what it is like
Transcolour, the hue is transparent

If I had the brush to paint it on canvas
Transcolour, no stroke nor stain are seen

If I had let you know its power
Transcolour, reflected ray dispersed a rainbow

If I had right choosing desired pigment
Transcolour, I wish I am as me

(May 2016)

#colour #transparent #antiracism

May 2016 · 5.0k

If I Met You

Ayu Prameswari May 2016

If I Met You

If I met you
Twelve years from past
You might in school
With your first crush

If I met you
Nine years back then
You might in prom
With your first dance

If I met you
Six year 'fore now
You might have found
Partner in life

If I met you
Three years at once
You might be the one
Always broke me down

If I met you*
Not by this time
You wouldn't realise
You had me as your one

(May 2016)

#love #you #met

May 2016 · 835

You Sun, I rain

Ayu Prameswari May 2016

You Sun, I rain

You are sun
I am rain

If we stand each all alone
You'd be cursed by people
Of you glisten too much heat
Trouble people with much sweat

If we exist in each separation
I'd be the one whom people scold
Of wet and cold, 'cause of no coat
Muddy sloshy flood at the moat

You sun, I rain
Together, we shall forever
To bear a shade of rainbow

(May 2016)

#sun #rain #together

May 2016 · 738

Forever This Way

Ayu Prameswari May 2016

Forever This Way

You came, you greeted, you went away
That's how the way that you to stay
For those the words that slipped away
Please have another night to stay

You smiled, you blinked, you walked away
That's how the way that you to play
For those the pains please fly away
Fool me fool me of come what may

You came, you greeted, you went away
That's how you leave to faraway
For those feelings I never say
I always wish they stay this way

You smiled, you blinked, you walked away
That's how you do things always way
For those the hearts I spent away
Will do I keep forever way

(May 2016)

#love #hidden #hiddenlove

May 2016 · 957

The Glass of Eyes

Ayu Prameswari May 2016

The Glass of Eyes

Look into my eyes
Stared in to the glass
Look into your eyes
Scattered by it was

Look into the world
Horrifies and falls
None of us could pass
Trouble's back in rife

Look into the world
Through the vision *****
Never shall ceiling of glass
Harassing beauty of the life

October, 4th 2015
00:59 p.m.

First post for a newbie! I really welcome any suggestion from any of you :)

#eyes #glass #glassceiling

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