it was just a glance
never would i have thought
that a simple simple glance
will bring out a smile
that i almost nearly forgot

I was filled with passion
On a mission
To fullfill what I thought was possible
I planned
Did everything that I can

People, times like this
When you did your best effort
And in the end, it is not enough
****, it will hurt
It will ******* hurt, I tell you

Sometimes you stumble upon a key
It was a weird key that does not fit anywhere
Yet continue with your journey
A lock may have lost keys
But a key will always have a lock that it can unlock

this trembling
my legs shaking
as if i've ran a 10 kilometer journey
can she see this?
the heart pumping
a beat so fast and loud
can she hear this?
long deep breaths
i'm trying to speak
but i can't
can't properly make up what to say
time is ticking
is she feeling uncomfortable now?
**** it, i spoke
with all my stored up courage
Hi

Forest without trees
Is it still a forest?
A sound without a sound
It is called silence
The nothingness that is real
The nothingness that I desire.

A continuous loop
Happiness brings sorrow
Sorrow brings happiness
Can't I remain at happy?
Is there a chance to stay in happy?
To live in happy?
There is not.