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Jun 2018 sarthak vadalkar

Trauma

Jun 2018 sarthak vadalkar

Myrrdin

Trauma

It's not as if
It was the end of the world
Or like I didnt pull through
And survive that moment
It's just that
My entire world changed
And the parts of me that I loved
Didn't make it out alive

#trauma #world #survive

Jun 2018 sarthak vadalkar

Obsessive

Jun 2018 sarthak vadalkar

Myrrdin

Obsessive

Some times
I think about how
The word
Alphabet
Means Alpha
And Beta
And how that
Implies a
....
Like the
Alphabet
Doesn't really
Ever end
So now the
Letter Z
Raises questions
In my brain
And I wonder
What comes
After it
That is why
I cannot
Sleep.

#obsessive #alphabet #sleep

Jun 2018 sarthak vadalkar

lonely again

Jun 2018 sarthak vadalkar

Ana Sophia

lonely again

tears keep on falling
like the rain outside
and I'm sick of having to hide them
and I'm sick of feeling this
and being so inevitably alone.

and when u finally notice
my sadness
you tell me that I'm just being dramatic
and I just have to chill.
Fine,
get me out of here.
far, far away,
and I'll chill

Jun 2018 sarthak vadalkar

Done.

Jun 2018 sarthak vadalkar

Carolina

Done.

I loved you.
You,
with your distance,
your lack of affection,
the fugacity of your loving,
the minimum attention.
You,
with the meaningless kisses,
the passionless love making,
the forced caresses,
always causing me deep aching.
I loved you like that,
just the way you are.
Bittersweet and all,
I wanted you.
But not anymore.

#break #up #love #toxic #relationship

Jun 2018 sarthak vadalkar

Fear

Jun 2018 sarthak vadalkar

Lyn-Purcell

Fear

I don't fear personal growth.
Emotionally.
Mentally.
Physically.
Financially.

In growth, I feel like I can find
my stability.

What I fear is being stunted.
Forgotten in the soil
never basking in
the light.

All I want from my life is stability.
All I want is to find some form of peace.
I've cut out alot of toxic peop!e, friend and family but still, they persist in coming back and making things harder than need be.
But I will go on. I will thrive. I will succeed in this life.
No matter what anyone says.

Be back soon,
Lyn x

#personal #growth #fears #emotion #plants #human #time #stunted #journey #life

Jun 2018 sarthak vadalkar

weeping moon

Jun 2018 sarthak vadalkar

anonymous

weeping moon

to weep but be calm
is the moon
who wondered of
happiness

another blackout poem

#darkness #sadness

Jun 2018 sarthak vadalkar

Blue Hymns.

Jun 2018 sarthak vadalkar

Nirali Shah

Blue Hymns.

Endless,anxious and cold is the night
Just wouldn't allow her
A wink of sleep
Into a lucid world
Into her lucid world.
A world colored with hues
Of blues and blue.
A treacherous color
Turning darker and darker
Till it's all grey and black
And lighter again
As the light falls
Upon her weary eyelids
Opening
For a clear sky
A new sky